TW: Cuts and scars
You sh and have scars and a few cuts and so your insecure when Aether (your bf) wants to have sex. You tell him and he teaches you your perfect and he doesn't care he just wants you to try stop and you agree and you make love and its all fluffy
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"Y/n?" Aether asks you and you look over to him and smile. "Yes?" You ask him, "Can we have sex?" He asks, and your face drops. You had been in a relationship and you had pushed off his suggestive-ness? But it's not because you didn't want to have sex, you were just ashamed of your arms. "Not today." You say with a fake smile and he nods and then goes back on his phone. Now you feel embarrassed and ashamed you said no. "Uhm Aether?" You ask and he looks at you and smiles but then frowns when he sees your emotional. "Did I do something wrong?" He asks and you shake your head. "I- can I tell you something? And you can't be mad- *hiccup* mad at me, and depending on your reaction I might change my mind?" You ask and he nods and moved closer to you. "Fuck this is hard, can I show you instead?" You ask and he nods, "Yes whatever it is." He says and you then take your junper off but still hide your arms. "Uhm, don't be mad, please." You say and show him your arms. He gasps and then holds your hands. "I'm not mad, I could never be mad at you for this, I'm thankful you told me." He says and you cry harder and hug him.
"When was the last time you, uhm, did it?" He asks and you sigh shakily. "Yesterday, it's only because I was stressed out I hadn't don't it for like a month before that." You say and je nods. "Well next time try coming to me, okay? You don't even have to talk to me, or you can message me and I'll cone to you. And even if you can't message me before you do it, message me after. I'll never be mad at you." He says and you nod. "Do you still wanna do it?" You ask and laugh and then wipe your tears and stop crying. "If you want to?" He says and you nod. He grabs your hand and pulls you up and walks you towards your, shared, bed. "I've never don't this before." You say as he lays you down on your back. "That's fine, I'll be extra gentle." He says and you smile and nod. He kisses you and you kiss back ans then he pushed his tongue into your mouth. You gasp when you feel him rubbing your clit through your jeans. "Can I take these off?" He asks, holding the rim of you jeans and you nod.
He takes them off and throws them on the floor and then moves your underwear aside and starts rubbing your clit and you moan. "Your so wet." He groans and then starts kissing your neck. You gasp as he pushes two fingers into you and slowly starts thrusting them in and out. "Are you ready?" He asks and you nod and then he pulls his fingers out and then licks all your juices off of them. You reach up and take his belt off then his jeans and he takes them off and then chucks them on the floor. You pull his top off and then he unclips your bra and chucks it on the floor (you didn't have a top under your jumper). He stares at your chest for a couple seconds and you laugh and then go to cover up and he shakes his head and then looks at you and smiles. He leans down and kisses your jaw, then you neck then your chest then your stomach and then your arms and hands all while mumbling how perfect and amazing you are.
He then lines himself up and slowly pushed into you and you let out a moan. He kisses you and then starts slowly thrusting into you. One of his hands goes into your hair and the other holds onto your waist as he speeds up. "Fuck Aether~" You moan and he groans. "I think im close." You moan and he kisses you, "Me too baby, me too." He groans and then you cum. He fills you up but you barely notice being so caught up in the pleasure. He pulls out of you and you whine and try to pull him back in. "That's enough baby." He says and you stare at him. He smiles and you smile and then he picks you up and carries you to the bathroom and you whine when he puts you down and make grabby hands and he smiles and picks you up and then runs the bath. He places you in and gets in behind you and cuddles you whole washing you both. He picks you out and dries yiu then dresses you in some underwear and one of his tops. He quickly gets some boxers on and then gets in behind you and cuddles you. "Was I too rough?" He asks and you shake your head, "No, it was perfect." You say and cuddle him. "Thank you." You say and he smiles, "Of course, please come to me next time." He says and you nod. Then you fall asleep.
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I'm not back to writing, I wrote these a couple days ago and I wanted to post them
