In this you have tourettes, which if you don't know is a neurological condition where your brain misfires causing people to say and do things (tics) without control. In this y/n will curse but factually only 10% of people with tourettes swear, but this is based off of my tics (I don't have a diagnosed condition) so y/n will swear.
Also my tics are mild now, they used to be like this from about November-march of 2021 but now I just have motor tics (movements) that I hide from everyone because my family thinks I fake it and makes fun of me, also any tic will be **
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You woke up and immediately your hand shot up. That's unusual, usually you wake up first before you start ticcing. You sat up and then grabbed your phone and made a *Baaa* sound (like a lower case sheep). You hear Swiss move next to you. "Sorry babe." You say, *Aaah* you shout and cover your mouth. "You don't have to supress them baby, it's fine I was already awake don't worry." He says and you smile and then get up and get ready.
You walk into the kitchen and keep making a click noise and your neck jerks to the right simultaneously and yiur neck is already hurting and you've been awake 10 minutes. You were already stressed because your tics are a lot worse today. "*FUCK YOU 🖕🏻🖕🏻* Hi, how are you?" You say to Sodo, who's in the kitchen. "Ahe I'm hurt." He jokes and out his hand on his heart. "I'm good, how are you?" He asks, *neck jerk* "My tics are *p-p-*playing up." *head smack* "are you okay?" He asks as you rub your head, "Yeah of course, like always." You say and then walk to a cupboard.
You grab a bowl and then some cereal and you can feel a tic coming. "Sodo can you pour this for me, im gonna spill it." You say and he walks over to you and then holds your hand and pours it with you and stops your tic from knocking them on the floor and out of the bowl. "*fuck*" *head jerk* you say and then he pours the milk for you. You go and sit down and then flick a spoon full everywhere and that stresses you out, which triggers a lot of tics. *fuck .head jerk. fuck .throwing your body backwards. fuck* Swiss catches your chair to stop you falling and then you keep moving backwards, your tics trying to knock the chair over. "Y/n, take a breath." Swiss says and you do and then start hitting your fist on the table. Swiss outs his hand under your so you punch him. "Don't I don't wanna hurt you." You say and keep punching his hand. "You'll hurt yourself worse hitting the table, don't worry it doesn't hurt." He says and then you stop and your tics seems to go for a minute and you quickly eat and then get up.
While your walking to the living your knees buckle and you fall onto the floor and then just lay there in defeat and cry, but you keep having a tic where you throw your hand in the air and your arm was dead. "Y/n, what's wrong?" Mountain asks and runs towards you. "I think im hav- *bitch* having a tic at- *fuck you 🖕🏻* attack. It hurts and I fell over and I just want it to stop." "*bitch, bitch*" you say and cry even harder. "How about we watch a movie? Try and distract you?" He asks and you nod and then sit up.
He holds your hand and help you up but you instantly have a tic and fall back down. He helps you up again and then you start walking and his arm is around you to keep you up and then you hit him in the chest. It really wasn't hard but you still apologise feeling awful. "*bit-bitch. Fuck you 🖕🏻, fuck you*" *your hand flies out to the side* *AAAHHHHHH* You scream like your being murdered and some ghouls run into the living room. "Sorry I'm fine." You say, "Shes having a tic attack." Mountain says and then you sit on the sofa. "Do you want to put some comfy clothes on?" He asks and you nod and then Rain walks to get some. You keep throwing your body back into the sofa and punching your head and Swiss grabs your hand to stop you but you just switch to the other. Sodo also walks out and a couple seconds later he comes back with a hockey helmet (😉) and puts it on your head. You hut the helmet a few times and then stop and just flap your arms around, like one of your stims.
*Fuck you!* you repeat and then start jerking off the air. "Maleficent?" Mountain asks and you nod. Rain comes back and then they help you get into leggings and a jumper rather than jeans and a shirt. Then they start the movie and about 20 minutes in you start to calm down slowly. You get calm to a point Swiss can cuddle you and aside from punching him in the dick once nothing happens and then you fall asleep from exhaustion.
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If I get my writing motivation back, I am going to write just an everyday amount of tics instead of a tic attack, sorry its not smut I just don't have the motivation to write one atm and when I do I always lose the I trust before I'm done, like I have about 13 unpublished half finished smuts thay I'm trying to work on but I just don't have the motivation to 😞
