Ik I'm a bad person, but i call it more so... mental illness.
TW: Ed, throwing up, sh (🔞), passing out, feeding tube,
basically Rain and Sodo both have Anorexia and they figure it out and do everything together
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"See ya." Rain say and then get up from the dinner table. He then walks to the closest bathroom and then steps inside and then goes and kneels in front of the toilet and promptly starts throwing up everything he ate. He keeps at it for a few minutes then hears a knock on the door. "One second." He say and quickly flushes the toilet, washes his hands and wipes his mouth. Then he unlock the door and then Sodo quickly pushes him backwards into the bathroom. "What the hell Sodo!" He yells and then he shuts and locks the door. "You do it too. I heard you." He says and then Rain's eyes widen. "You too? Wait no, why?" Rain asks sounding heartbroken, "Why do you do it? The same reason everyone does it." Sodo says and then Rain looks down and gets teary.
"You shouldn't do that to yourself." They both say at the same time. "I'm not stopping." Sodo says and Rain nods, "Me either-" He says and the looks up at Sodo. "How much did you eat?" Rain asks Sodo. "More than usual, I haven't got time to purge yet tho. Come here." Sodo says and then holds Rain's hand and walks him back to Sodo's room. "How about we do it together? Our little secret. We can make sure no one goes too far." Sodo asks and Rain thinks and then nods and they both walk into the bathroom and kneel down next to each other and take it in turns throwing up everything.
"I'm done." Sodo says a few minutes later and Rain keeps going. "You should hold your fingers down longer, it'll bring more up." Sodo says and Rain does just that and finished quicker than he usually does. Then they both clean up and then go and sit on Sodo's bed. "Do you do anything else?" Rain asks after a few minutes of silence. "Yeah I mean I burn myself, cut myself sometimes. I overstimulate myself until I can't anymore." Sodo replies, "Me too- I prefer cutting tho." Rain says and then they nod. "Wanna watch a movie?" Sodo asks and Rain nods, then they cuddle together and watch a movie.
The next day they wake up to Swiss knocking on the door. "Hey were having breakfast in a minute get ready." He says and Sodo says okay and they both get up and start getting ready. "I hate the fact everyone eats together. Coz its just more effort." Rain says and Sodo nods. Then they both walk to breakfast and then sit down together. They eat while talking to the group and then both get up and go back to Sodo's room and promptly throw everything up together. "Hey do you wanna shower together?" Rain asks hinting at something and Sodo nods then they both get in the shower.
Once they're in the shower Rain starts teasing Sodo and Sodo pinned him to the shower wall and quickly pushed into him. Rain didn't hide the fact it kinda hurt seen as he hadn't been prepped or stretched in a week or so but they both kept going. Once they got out of the shower both of them had shaking legs but they didn't care.
Now that has been going on for a few months. They don't throw up together everytime but they both know they do and they both give each other tips. Now it is a Friday and they have just finished eating dinner. They are both kneeling in Rain's bathroom throwing up and Sodo starts feeling faint. "I don't feel good." He says and then his head falls forward against the toilet and Rain quickly lays him on his side and keeps gently smacking his face trying to wake him up while screaming for help.
Swiss runs into the bathroom and sees the scene in front of him. Sodo passed out next to the toilet and Rain trying to wake him up while they both have sick running down their mouths and on their hands. "What happened, what were you doing?" He shouts and then picks Sodo up and starts carrying him to medical and Rain quickly follows and bursts out crying. "We were throwing up together." Rain whispers and Swiss eyes widen. "Why?!" He asks raising his voice. "We just were okay! I was doing it one time and Sodo caught me and je had been too so we started doing it together." Rain shouts and then cries even harder and Ather and Mountain ran out of Mountain's room and are confused and Swiss quickly mumbles what's happening to them and then they get to medical.
Sodo is wheeled away on a bed and Rain is taken into a separate room and Aether goes with Sodo while the other two go with Rain. "I'm fine let me see Sodo!" Rain shouts at the doctor after a few minutes of questions. Rain is explained that he isn't leaving the hospital until they do checks on him to see if he's okay so he lays in the bed and ignores everyone. At one point for a minute or so the room is empty so Rain quickly gets up and goes into the bathroom and keeps throwing up his dinner after he couldn't finish earlier and a minute later Swiss runs in and then grabs his hand and pull his hand out of his mouth and drage him back to his room and Rain screams and kicks and fights as he is pinned to the bed and then strapped down at his feet.
He falls asleep soon after as it is aboit 1 am and the next day he is woken up by Sodo's voice and he opens his eyes and sees him in a wheelchair next to his bed. He quickly jumps up and wraps his arms around him and they hug each other. "Are you okay?" Sodo asks and Sodo nods. "I'm just malnourished, they're putting a tube in today." He says and he sounds pissed and sad and scared all at the same time, mainly scared. "I don't wanna gain weight Rain." He says and Rain hugs him and Sodo cries into his shoulder while shaking. After a few minutes he calms down and then sits back up. "I wanna stay in the same room as Rain." Sodo says to Swiss who nods and walks out, a few minutes later a bed and other machines are wheeled in my some nurses and it is set up so Sodo and Rain can share a room.
Later in the day Rain and Sodo are brought a tray of food each by Swiss and Mountain and they both start panicking knowing someone will be with them 24/7 so they can't throw up. "Eat, please." Swiss practically begs them and they both look at each other and then don't. "It's not that simple." Rain says and Swiss sighs. A few minutes later doctors and nurses walk in and go to Sodo's bed and he doesn't even put up a fight as they put a ng tube in. Rain is offered food again an hour later but he refuses but when the doctors come in to put his tube in he puts up a fight and hurts a few nurses while doing it, not too badly tho. So he is put to sleep for it and when he wakes up all of his limbs are strapped to the bed and he quickly starts fighting them. "RAIN STOP!" Swiss screams and Rain ignores him. A few minutes later Sodo lays on top of him and he calms down and hugs Sodo and cries into his chest. "I can't Sodo- I can't gain weight." Rain cries out and Sodo calms him down. "Itll be okay." He says.
It'd been a week now and during the night while being left alone for aboit 10 minutes while Mountain woke up Papa for his watch (everyone had been informed and wanted to help them as much as they could) they came up with a plan. They would act like they wanted to recover and start eating the food that they were given so they could he released, then they would keep eating and seem happy but find times in the day to throw up. Today was the day they were being released. They had already gained a tiny bit of weight and they hated it so much.
The doctors agreed that they would keep their tubes in for 2 more weeks so they could easily be given food if they started refusing again which they didn't protest to. Now it was around 11pm and they had eaten dinner about 3 hours ago. They jad developed an attachment to each other and refused to be separated from each other so they were staying in Sodo's room. Swiss came and said goodnight to them and they waited ten minutes and went into the bathroom. They threw up everything they had eaten and as much as they could until absolutely nothing would come out then theu cleaned up and went to bed.
This continued for another week and rn they were both throwing up again. Rain threw up and then suddenly his feeding tube came up so it was a loop in his mouth and he and Sodo both gasped. "Oh shit." Sodo says and then they both think of options but really the only one was to take it out which they weren't allowed to do, so they were busted. They both held each others hand tight and walked to Swiss' room and he opened the door and gasped and then hugged both Rain and Sodo. They all walked down to medical and Rain got his tube replaced and they were both admitted again.
This time they agreed to get better. They were scared and they knew it wouldn't be easy but they would try, together. Then they started eating again and slowly, very slowly gained weight and started looking more healthy and lifelike again. The end
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I hate food
