I feel so bad for not writinggggg :( like I have no motivation for writing smut at all and I barely have the motivation to write at all tbh. I keep thinking like 'oh I'm gonna get back into writing' and then I don't :(
I'm actually gonna try. If you see no updates in the next week then I completely forgot I published this and haven't written coz I've been prescribed sleeping pills and I'm so tired rn, or I will upload with probably a shitty smut but it's better than nothing I guess.
So yh, sorry for not posting I feel really bad about it. I'm using this post as like a guilt trip into making me write again xD
Anyway goodnight, good morning or good afternoon x
(Also to anyone who thinks I'm asleep rn, I tried and failed and decided to write this, don't be mad at me plz-)
