TW: a lot of medical stuff (I wanna be a doctor) and just idk it's am angst
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Y/n's pov
I woke up to the sound of heavy beeping, i slowly opened my eyes, them slowly adjusting to the light and then I see all the ghouls around me. "How long have I been asleep?" I ask and then Rain clears his throat. "Two-" He says and then doesn't finish his sentence. "Two days?" I ask and then see their faces. "Just tell me." I ask and then they tear up. "Two months." Cumulus says and my eyes widen. "Wow, thanks, Satan." I-You say sarcastically and then lay your head back down and close your eyes. "No don't fall asleep again." Swiss says and shakes your arm and you sigh and open your eyes. "So I failed, shits out, how is Sodo?" I ask and then they look pained. "He woke up a month ago, he told us what happened. He felt so guilty that he attempted again but he failed, but they had to amputate his arm because he cut too deep and he hasn't spoken or acknowledged anyone's existence in a month." Papa says and you feel an extreme amount of guilt. "Let me see him." You say and Swiss sighs. "The doctors have to do tests first, then you can." He says and you nod.
A few hours later the tests are ran and you have a few long lasting brain injuries. You have nystagmus, where your eyes shake side to side uncontrollably and repeatedly and seizures. Both of which were caused from blood loss from certain parts of the brain. The seizures are sometimes epileptic most of the time non-epileptic. You had had one since waking up. You jad been given the all clear to walk, as long as you used a walker so you don't fall. Now you were on your way to see Sodo.
You were shaking badly for a reason the doctors jad yet to figure out but they would do tests for that in a few days, and the shaking made it harder to walk as it made your limbs weaker. When you got to Sodos current room you saw the walls padded with foam and a simple bed in the corner, everything else was attached to the floor and there were no sharp objects. The room was half black half colourful and it looked cozy. "Sodo?" You ask as you walk in and je quickly looks at you. "Y/n?" He asks and then stands up and runs towards you. He slows down right before he gets to you and then you turn to him and hold your hands out and je first grabs your hand. "I'm real." You reassure him and he instantly bursts into tears and hugs you so jars you both fall to the floor. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I never should have done that I'm sorry." He wails into your shoulder and you rub his back.
"It's not your fault Sodo, if you hadn't have been there I would have done it anyways and I might have even been successful then, you saved me." You say and get emotional and start crying with him. After a long time of crying you both calm down and then Sodo picks you up over his shoulder and carries you to his bed. He lays you down and then lays down next to you and cuddles. "Do you want to go to the basement and all cuddle?" Rain asks quietly and Sodo's head perks up like he's only just noticed them. "Rain, Swiss Aether- all of you guys." He says like he hasn't seen them in too long. He runs over and hugs all of them. "I want to cuddle." He says/whines and they nod. "I wanna walk." You say when Sodo tries to pick you up again. He gets you your walker and then you stand up and walk with it. He walks next to you and yoi both walk slowly together. Once yoi get to the room you all get in bed, you and Sodo in the middle and everyone cuddles. You all explain to Sodo what's happened with your health and he gets emotional but he doesn't blame himself.
After aboit half an hour of cuddling you had already fallen asleep, suddenly tho you started seizing. Everyone helped you and then you woke up and they checked you were fine and then theu let you sleep. You and Sodo wouldn't leave each others side for anything, he was always there and yoi didn't let him leave either, not that he wanted to. You both started therapy and physical therapy and grew a lot better, all doing it together. Everyone helps you so much and eventually you both are happy again and you learn to live with all the health problems but life is still loved to the fullest. The end
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I was debating on whether I should kill Sodo or not but I couldn't do it even if I wanted to it'd hurt me too much
