My mum found my blades today.... she knows now
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"Where have you been cutting then hmm!" Your mum shouts as she walks into your bedroom with your blades in her hand. I simply pull my sleeve up, already knowing I've been caught. "Why!" She asks and I sigh then she scoffs and walk out and I breakdown crying. She comes back about 5 minutes of long anticipation and sits down on your bed. "Why? I have to tell you, I'm so disappointed in you! How could you hurt yourself, you're too pretty to hurt yourself, I thought you were getting better!" She goes on and on aboit getting rid of your scars with some stupid cream and how she's so disappointed in you. Once you get her to leave your room you sit there crying, wanting to cut because she found out.
You start scratching your arm, having an excuse of a rash that was there. "Y/n stop." Swiss says as he sits next to you. "She found them, she knows." I cry and then grab onto him and cry me eyes out. "I know, I know c'mere." He coos and rubs your back and you cry into his chest for almost an hour. "I'm so tired of everything, now I'll never be able to get better coz my mum is one of the things that makes me feel so much worse, I give up I can't do this." I cry out and he rubs my back. "It's going to be okay little one." He says and you smile and then nod and then fall asleep.
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I don't have anywhere to go with this I just wanted to write stuff I guess
