Requested by TheRealistMf
Y/n has a fear of being intimate, and Sodo tries to initiate something and y/n panics, but Sodo comforts them
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You sat in your bed when you heard your door open. When you turned, no one was there, and you were confused, but that quickly went when you were pinned to the bed by Sodo as he straddles you and pins your arms down. "Sodo, what the hell." You say, but he kisses you, which catches you by surprise. You immediately start kicking and trying to flail your arms while pulling away from the kiss, and he smells your fear and stops kissing you and lets your arms free. "Stop it, Sodo." You say and start crying. "Oh my, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to panic you. I'm so sorry please forgive me." Sodo begs and gets off of you. He sits down next to you and gently picks you into his arms, and you don't fight him. He gently runs his hand through your hair and coos you to try and calm you down.
"I'm so sorry. Please forgive me." He says, sounding emotional, and you look up at him, your eyes red. "It's not your fault." You say and slowly start calming down to the point you are just sniffling. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." You whisper, and he passes you some tissue. "Don't be sorry, i should be sorry, I should have asked before doing any of what I did." He says, and you shake your head. "I'm sorry, it's not your fault i shouldn't be so, scared." You whisper the last word, not wanting him to hear it.
"You're scared? Why are you scared?" He asks, genuinely curious. "Well I just, just giving up that part of me. Not having full control of a situation it's just scary. I mean what if it hurts but the other person doesn't want to stop? Like not knowing what could happen is terrifying." You explain and he listens very well. "Well if we did it, it wouldn't hurt, and I'd make sure you always had control over everything that happens. I'm not asking you to, I'm saying if that the person isn't a dick, and you trust them then they will make sure that it doesn't hurt and that you can always say stop and they will stop." He says and you think about it. You shyly reach down and cup his dick in your hand and feel him hardening beneath you. "I trust you." You whisper and he nods. He gently lays you back down and then hovers over you and he slowly leans down and kisses you. You tense up not knowing what to do and he asks you if you are okay and you nod.
"We dont have to do this if you don't want to." He says and you take a deep breath and shake your head. "I want to, but I'm just not ready yet." You say and he nods. "Wanna watch a movie and cuddle?" He asks and you nod and smile, immediately cheering up and he lays down next to you and then brings you over to lay on his chest and you too cuddle all night while watching a few movies until you both fall asleep.
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Sorry this is short and bad I just didn't want to wait too long to write it, and I'll write the other request as soon as I can
