I don't deserve you | YoonMin | English

(I) 'You and I... This is impossible.'

Yoongi was standing in front of the delivery man and Jimin. He gazed at Jimin as he got the phone case from the delivery man, who got the signature from Yoongi and bowed to show respect before leaving.

Yoongi, in a deep voice, said, 'Thank you.' to the delivery man before he left. He kept the package on the table near the front door.

He said, 'Park Jimin... What are you doing here?'

Jimin said, 'Nothing, hyung.'
Yoongi said, 'Why did you come back?'
Jimin said, 'Someone wanted to suck my lips.'
Yoongi said, 'W-what the fuck?'

Jimin shrugged in response.

Yoongi said, 'How did you know what I said?'

Jimin pressed his lips tight to restrain himself from chuckling.

Yoongi said, 'Wait, did you just stay all day in front of my house?'
Jimin said, 'Yes, I did.'
Yoongi said, 'I asked you to leave.'

Jimin said, 'I know that you were sitting inside leaning to the door. I did the same. The only difference is that you were inside and I was outside of the house.'
Yoongi said, 'Why would you do that?'

Jimin said, 'I wanted to be near you.'
Yoongi said, 'You should be with Ji-Young. Just... Just leave.'
Jimin said, 'This isn't about her, hyung. This is about you and me. This is about us.'

Yoongi said, 'You and I... This is impossible. Just leave.'

Jimin walked in and pushed the door close as he said, 'Tell me why.'

Yoongi stepped a little back as Jimin walked closer to him. He said, 'I don't feel anything for you. Leave, Park Jimin.'

Jimin walked even closer to Yoongi as he imitated, 'I fucking love you, Park Jimin! How the fuck can I say this to you? How am I gonna live without you? I need you, Park Jimin, but all I can do is look at you from a distance. Those tempting lips of yours. I wanna suck them. You don't know how much I fantasize about you. I've never seen someone this hot and attractive. Maybe I'm just losing my mind. You must be home by now. I don't know why I sat here crying like a baby. I just can't let go of you.'

Yoongi bit his lower lip nervously.

He stepped back as Jimin walked even closer to him. Jimin's intense gaze made Yoongi anxious.

Yoongi's body hit the wall of the living room. Jimin stopped walking and locked Yoongi in between his arms by pressing both of his hands on the wall. He glanced at Yoongi.

Jimin looked into Yoongi's eyes as he said, 'I'm all yours, hyung. Just take me. You wanted to suck my lips, didn't you? I'm standing in front of you. Just do it. What are you waiting for?'

Yoongi looked away from him and gulped anxiously.

Jimin said, 'Look at me. Why are you looking away?'

Yoongi looked at Jimin but closed his eyes as soon as Jimin's lips parted ways.

Jimin sighed and shook his head in despair. He said, 'You can't just say that you don't want me, can you?'

Yoongi said, 'It doesn't matter what I want or what I feel. You deserve to be happy.'

Jimin said in a high-pitched voice, 'Then look at me and say it to my face!'

Yoongi opened his eyes and flinched as Jimin raised his voice.

Jimin said, 'Tell me... Can you?'

Yoongi looked into Jimin's eyes without a word in response. Jimin pulled Yoongi closer by his nape and kissed his lips. Yoongi didn't flinch even a bit.