I don't deserve you | YoonMin | English

(XI) 'Baby, stay with me.'

Yoongi wrapped his hands around Jimin's waist and asked, 'What about the flat?'

Jimin answered, 'I don't live there anymore. Appa dealt with it.'

Yoongi hummed faintly in response.

Jimin said, 'What is it, Kitten?' and broke the hug. He wrapped his hands around Yoongi's nape and gazed at him.

Yoongi said, 'Baby, stay with me.'

Jimin kissed Yoongi's forehead.

Yoongi said, 'Is that a yes?'
Jimin said, 'I don't give you kisses to deny something.'
Yoongi said, 'Okay...'

Jimin took off Yoongi's T-shirt and traced his chest.

Yoongi said, 'What's with you?'
Jimin said, 'I didn't get enough that day. I wanted to see you like that... Again.'
Yoongi said, 'Naughty boy.'

Jimin sniffed Yoongi's neck making him quiver. He slowly pulled Jimin's T-shirt. Jimin quickly let go of him and brushed off his hands.

Yoongi said, 'What's wrong?'
Jimin said, 'I'll show you after a couple of weeks. Not now.'
Yoongi said, 'Oh... Uh...'

Jimin said, 'I can take my trousers off if you want me to.'
Yoongi said, 'No, I... I just wanna see you.'
Jimin said, 'Ah... Uh... No. Don't.'

Yoongi said, 'What's wrong, baby?'
Jimin said, 'N-nothing.'

Yoongi said, 'Ah, baby, come on...' and took off Jimin's T-shirt in an instant.

Yoongi cursed, 'Fuck.'

Jimin inhaled sharply and exclaimed, 'I told you!' and was about to get up, but Yoongi held Jimin's waist and made him stay put. He gently traced the bruise on Jimin's abdomen with his fingertips.

Jimin said, 'Hyung, please.'
Yoongi said, 'Did your appa do this?'
Jimin said, 'Uh... Y-yes...'

Yoongi said, 'You couldn't be bruised this way if he had hit you with his hand.'
Jimin said, 'He didn't hit me there...'

Yoongi asked, 'What did he do?' as he stared at Jimin's bruise.

Jimin said, 'He... Uh...'

Yoongi stared into Jimin's eyes with a demanding look in his eyes.

Jimin said, 'He stamped on me, Kitten.'
Yoongi said, 'For what? Because you fucking love me?'
Jimin said, 'Yes... He said that I'm sick.'

Yoongi cursed, 'Fuck.' and clenched his jaw.

Jimin said, 'He can't change me, Kitten. If I am to change, it'll be for you alone.'
Yoongi said, 'You don't have to change for me, baby. I like you just the way you are.'
Jimin said, 'I know, Kitten, but... If I have to change something in the future, I'd do it if it's for you.'

Yoongi gently pressed his lips against the bruise on Jimin's abdomen. Jimin ran his fingers through Yoongi's hair.

Yoongi hugged Jimin by his waist and listened to his heartbeat.

Jimin said, 'Kitten...'
Yoongi said, 'Shhh... Lemme listen to your heartbeat.'

Jimin caressed Yoongi's nape and stayed still.

After some time, Yoongi glanced at Jimin and pecked his lips. He said, 'Baby...'

Jimin hummed in a questioning tone.

Yoongi said, 'Do you remember me saying that I was trying to figure out why I like you?'
Jimin said, 'I do.'

Yoongi said, 'I figured it out.'
Jimin said, 'Oh... Why do you like me, Kitten?'
Yoongi said, 'I like you because you always come back to me.'
Jimin said, 'What?'

Yoongi said, 'It's been four months. Even Hobi told me to move on. We weren't in any sort of contact but, I knew that you'd come back to me.'
Jimin said, 'You're my home. Where would I go if not come to you?'
Yoongi said, 'That's why I like you, baby.'

Jimin said, 'Do you know why I like you, Kitten?'
Yoongi said, 'Why?'
Jimin said, 'Because you're my kitten.'
Yoongi said, 'What?'

Jimin said, 'I like you because of who you are.'
Yoongi said, 'You like cats, I suppose.'
Jimin said, 'Cats are cute but you're cuter. I like you more.'
Yoongi said, 'Just as you should.'

Jimin said, 'Yes.' and pecked Yoongi's cheek. He nuzzled up against Yoongi's neck.

Yoongi said, 'Are you okay?'

Jimin hummed in response and held Yoongi's nape. Yoongi kissed Jimin's ear and stroked his bare back.

Jimin said, 'Can I sleep on you?'
Yoongi said, 'Yes.'
Jimin said, 'Thank you, Kitten.'

Yoongi stood up lifting Jimin by holding his nape and waist with each of his hands. Jimin gripped Yoongi's waist with both of his legs.

Yoongi took him to the bedroom and said, 'Let go of me. I gotta switch the lights off.' to which he hummed in response and let go of Yoongi. He switched the lights off and went to bed.

Jimin lay on Yoongi and nuzzled up against his neck.

Yoongi said, 'Baby...'

Jimin hummed in response.

Yoongi said, 'I'll take care of you. Mmm?'

Jimin hummed faintly in response.

Yoongi said, 'Should we meet a doctor?'
Jimin said, 'Why?'
Yoongi said, 'I'm worried about your bruise...'

Jimin said, 'It happened weeks ago, hyung. It's fine. It doesn't hurt. It's just a scar.'
Yoongi said, 'Now I understand why you said that I'm hurting you when I hurt myself.'

Jimin sniffed Yoongi's neck and exhaled shakily. Yoongi spread the blanket over Jimin to his upper back and kissed his head.

Jimin said, 'Hold me, Kitten.'

Yoongi wrapped his hands around Jimin's back and exhaled sharply.

Yoongi said, 'You have lost a lot of weight.'
Jimin said, 'I haven't been eating well lately.'

Yoongi said, 'I can see that.'
Jimin said, 'Mmm... You'll spoil me, won't you?'

Yoongi said, 'Yes.' and kissed Jimin's head.

Jimin said, 'Daddy is gonna make his baby boy eat well every single day.' and chuckled softly.

Yoongi said, 'Yes, baby boy.'
Jimin said, 'I love you, Kitten.'
Yoongi said, 'I love you, too.'

Jimin's shaky breaths against Yoongi's neck made the latter quiver constantly.

Yoongi said, 'Good night, baby.'

Jimin hummed in response and said, 'Good night, Kitten.'

Yoongi kissed Jimin's head once.

Jimin whispered, 'My kitten... My home...' and hummed faintly.

Even before Yoongi could say something, Jimin slept.

Yoongi stared at the ceiling for a long time. He made sure to hold Jimin tightly the whole night.