REN and The Heartless Devil

CHAPTER IV

Yuri's car!

I woke up in a familiar room at nagtataka ako kung bakit ako nandito. Lagpas one year na simula ng iwanan ko ang lugar na ito kasi hindi ko kaya, hindi ko kaya na hanggang alaala nalang sya. It hurts so much thinking that those days will never ever happen again kung saan masaya kaming dalawa. But how did I end up here??

"Rielle are you awake?" I heard a voice from the outside the room at bigla nalang nagsilaglagan ang luha ko. How I miss his voice, how long I have waited for this day to come. Rielle ang tawag sa akin ni Kenji pag naglalambing sya.

I quickly got up and rush to the door kahit malabo ang mata ko dahil sa pag iyak gusto ko makasiguro na sya nga yung narinig ko. And there he is still the same Ken that I know " Kenn!" sabay yakap ko sa kanya. Sobrang miss na miss ko na sya at mas umiyak pa ako ng niyakap nya ako pabalik.

"What' wrong Rielle? he ask me in a soft voice. " I fucking miss you so much Ken!" sagot ko na nagpatawa sa kanya." Why? I just cook our breakfast it's not like i've been gone fo a decade" natatawa pa din sya.

I look up to see his face and there again I saw his enchanting smile. The face I love the most. "C'mon gab breakfast is ready" pag aya nya sa akin at tinanguan ko sya. Ken walks first holding my right hand nakasunod ako sa kanya when suddenly my hand that he's holding felt cold. Namalayan ko nalang naiwan nya ako sa taas habang sya nasa last step na ng hagdanan.

"Ken wait up!" I shout to him. He turn to me and smile sadly. Panic rush into my system then I start running towards him. Gusto kong abutin yung kamay nya. Gusto ko maramdaman ulit ung hawak nya. Pero pakiramdam ko ang layo layo na nya sa akin.

"Ken!!" likod nalang nya ang nakikita ko. "Ken please don't leave me again. Take me with you please." my tears keep falling like theres no tomorrow. He turn to me and said " I love you so much Rielle. Please be happy okay. I will watch over you always I promise." he waves his hand at me. He's slowly fading and the pain in my chest is just too much I felt like I'm dying. " No! Nooo Kennnn!!!

"Gab hey! It's just a dream okay" yakap yakap na pala ako ni Yuri. Once again ngpakita ako ng kahinaan binuhos ko lahat ng sakit sa pag-iyak sa balikat ni Yuri. "It hurts so much Yuri! So fucking much! " iyak ko sa kanya. " Shhhh Gabby, I am always here. Magiging okay din ang lahat." she said while stroking my hair. After several minutes kumalma na ako. "Fix yourself na baka malate pa tayo first day of school pa man din"

Aalis na sana sya sa room when I called here name. "Why?" tanong nya. "Thank you!" I said and give her a smile. Lumaki naman ang mata nya. " Oh my God! Nginitian mo ako kyaaa! " wala na inatake na naman sya ng kapraningan. I just rolled my eyes at pumasok na sa cr.

Since transferee kami at first day pa lang naman ng klase naka civillian attire lang ako. I'm wearing a simple white v-neck shirt with red print na CREVER which means die in french my black skinny jeans paired with my black flat boots at nilugay ko lang ang buhok ko.