My eyes widened, and tears running down my face.
"What do you mean by 'who are you'?" I say, still hugging Jen.
"Are you stupid?! What don't you understand?! I don't have any idea who you are! Get off!" Yelled Jen, pushing me off her. I let go an stumble backwards. As I stand in front of her, I smile, and let out a small giggle.
"Now I get it! Your finally getting me back for when I pranked you, saying that I was moving. And you started to cry. Well, nice job, I'd think you'll never pull something off to get me. But you did! You got me good!" I say, laughing a little.
"What are you talking about?!" Asked Jen.
"Ha ha! You got me, you can the act!" I say through my smile.
"Lilly, this isn't an act. Jen has forgotten everything about you." Says Jeager, lowering her head.
"Well, if she forgot me, then she must had forgotten Mariana!" I say looking towards her.
"No, it seems your the only one. Everything in Jen's life is still intact with her memories. But you are completely cut from all of them." Mariana says, with her cold expression.
Everything in my body sinks to the ground, and I fall onto my knees. When something happens to my friends, I try to help them as much as a can. But Jen's situation can't be helped. Nothing can help her remember me. Nothing can help her remember the times we spent with each other. Nothing can help her remember her best friend.
"Why are you making a big deal about this?" Asked Carol. Something inside me snapped, and I shot up and slammed Carol into the wall. I held onto her shirt, and wrapped it in my fist.
"Jen was my best friend! And everything me and her went through are completely gone! How do you think
I'm going to act?!"
Carol's face was shocked and probably frightened by my outburst. I watched her eye shake. I letter go of her shirt and 'stomped' out of the room.
"This can't be happening!" I angrily mumble. As I begin running out of the medic center and to my cabin, I begin to slow down. Eventually I stop. I stand completely still, and stare at the frozen ground. This can't be happening! I clench my fists and my blood boils.
Suddenly my grip releases and I begin to cry.
"Jen, you promised me you'll never give up. So why did you stop fighting for you to wake from the coma with everything normal?" I say. I watch as my warm breathe floats towards the sky. I start to walk the rest of the way to my cabin. When I finally reach my cabin, I walk in and whip of my very warm jacket. I unstrap my maneuvering gear, and drop it near my bed. I through my jacket on my bed and walk to the fire place. I throw some wood in it and a lit match. I watch as the flames grow big enough to warm up the air in the cabin. I take off my shirt and lay it on the edge on the foot of my bed. I stand in front of my bed, and I fall right on it.
"JEN! PLEASE COME BACK! YOUR MY ONLY TRUE FRIEND! I CAN BARELY TRUST ANYONE ANYMORE! I DONT WANT TO BE ALONE!! PLEASE JEN!!!" I whale. Tears rush down my cheeks, and I can feel my nose begin to run.
"I hate my life! I hate my parents! If they were never traders, I wouldn't have been given me the Titan injection! And I probably wouldn't have to loose my best friend!" I yell. I continue to cry and make sniffing sounds because of my runny nose.
"I hate my life!" I whispered.
I take my pillow and hug it, with my head resting on it. As tears continue to flow, and sooner or later there's a large tear stain on the cover. Around an hour later someone walked into the cabin. I didn't look up because I knew that my face looked like a mess from me crying.
"Lilly?" Asks the person who walked in. It was Mariana, I can tell by the cold chill.
"Is she the girl who was freaking out earlier?" Asked another person. Jen, that was her voice. To other people she may sound normal, but to me she sounds like another person, or maybe even a stranger.
"Yes, it is." Replied Mariana.
"I know your awake. I was told to tell you that all the southerner cadets are meeting at a lecture hall to be shown some things." Said Mariana walking forwards me. I don't respond.
"Is she sleeping?" Asks Jen. I shake my head.
"Did you hear me about the meeting?" Asked Mariana, annoyed. I nod my head. I can hear Mariana sigh, and elk away.
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Attack on Titan: The New Generation
FanfictionThe year is 1100, Eren Jeager, Mikasa Ackerman, Armin Arlert and all the other characters have all passed. Only a few of their descendants remain. New Titans are made, and the danger of spies in the walls come again. A new Cadet finds out she is a T...
