In A Relationship With Enhypen Jungwon [Completed]

35 | What Was I Made For?

I entered the room.

Jungwon was sitting there on the couch. His head down, hands joined over his knees. My heart hurt seeing him like that, but then I remembered what he had done a few minutes ago. Ara pushed me forward. Jay also nodded at me. End everything on a good note, that was what they wanted from us, but they should know better than anyone else that somethings just couldn't be like that. Fairy tale endings, good or bad, didn't exist in this real life.

My feet carried me to his side. I sat there. Beside him. It still felt like I was miles away. Staring ahead at the wall. There were no more tears to left. I was numb. My whole world was falling apart right now. The only real thing to me was being taken away, and all I could do was watch.

"I'm sorry for what I said." He looked at me, but I didn't meet his gaze. I couldn't. This moment. Him. It felt too much. "I really am sorry."

"It doesn't matter." I held my hands together, trying to suppress the trembles.

Jungwon sighed. He shifted and got something out of his pocket. My heart broke into a billion of pieces when I saw what it was. The promise ring. Everything hit me all of the sudden. My love for him. His care for me. What changed? Where did I fail, Jungwon? When did you start hating me this much? What happened? The coldness froze my heart.

"I don't have a right to keep it with me now," he whispered. I kept my eyes on the ring as he placed it on the table. A tear rolled down my cheek. "It's all yours now."

"I could have fought the world for you, Jungwon." I closed my eyes, breathing out slowly. "But, I refuse to fight with you for your love. If this is what you want, okay, I'll give it to you."

"I'm sorry." He kept staring at me. I kept looking away.

"I let you go." I stood up, and he held my hand. "Since I met you, you're the one who is always walking first. Away from me. Let me do it this time. Let me have my self respect that you stomped under your feet."

I glanced over my shoulder. Jungwon met my eyes, and I breathed in sharply at the blankness of the stare. What happened to us, Jungwon? Why wouldn't you look at me with love? Why? I couldn't help but maintain the eye contact as I stepped back. Towards him. He watched me. And I leaned down to kiss his lips. I closed my eyes. He didn't.

"Goodbye, Jungwon," I whispered and turned away. His hold on me slipped and my hand fell by my side.

Ara was outside the door. I looked at her and then at Jay who was on the other side. For the first time, I didn't have any strength to be strong. Ara knew that. Because the moment I burst into tears, she hugged me. I let her. I wrapped my arms around her, and cried silently. No voice slipped my lips. Only tears. A lot of them. Jay walked past us into the room. Ara took me to mine, and I slept in her lap the whole night as she ran a hand through my hair.

"You'll survive this. I promise." Those words were the last ones I heard before I fell asleep.

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August 2028

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