Jiwoong x ZB1: {Don't Touch Hyung} [F]

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Warning: Mention of relationship toxicity and abuse

POV: 3rd Person

Jiwoong knows that this isn't good nor healthy for his physical and mental health being with this jerk he called a boyfriend. He loves the male and, well, he wasn't sure if he loved him back as much as he did if he'd stayed for this long. It's been two years since they've dated, and within those two years, at the end of their pre-dating phase, the man had been amazing.

That was until Jiwoong realized he wasn't. Being stuck in this relationship wasn't what he wanted. Why didn't he leave despite the chance he was given months ago when joining Boys Planet?

Because he couldn't bear the pain that he'd be given when he'd lose another person he loved, even if they were unhealthy for him. Toxicity brimmed through their relationship. The bruises blossoming on his delicate skin as the younger drank. He comes to Seobin most nights and stayed there for months because he didn't want to go home.

It wasn't like the guy cared.

He only called three times before staying silent until Jiwoong showed up back home, guilty for leaving even if he shouldn't.

So wasn't it about time for his younger members to know once he had made it and joined ZB1? It wasn't like he could keep the secret forever, but, for as long as he could. He'll just keep it quiet until the last second.

But it wasn't his plan to be figured out within a month into living with his members.

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"Open up, you m*therf*ckers! Let me see Jiwoong!" The man at their door is furious and wasted. He slams his first, pounding on their door and waking everyone up. Before anyone could get there, Jiwoong makes it.

Yujin leaves his room, rubbing his eyes, and the two older of the Maknae lines follow, only to push the youngest back, threatened by the loud banging. They could see their eldest swallow before opening the door. Immediately, a slap landed on his perfectly handsome face. "Hyun-" Hanbin starts when he walks downstairs with everyone else, wide awake.

"I'll- I'll take him upstairs. You guys stay down here, okay? Stay in the Maknae's room." He looks down as he helps his boyfriend walk upstairs, struggling to keep him lifted as he guides the male, who grabs his wrists in such a tight way that Jiwoong could barely contain his whimper.

They stand in his shared room with the two other oldest, and they've already started to argue despite Jiwoong's calm tone, different from the man's yelling and pushing him harshly. He lets his body be pushed around, "You can't just come here like this, let me get you some fresh clothes and you can change-"

"I don't give a f*ck! Who are you to tell me what I can and can't do, huh?" The male's fist meets his stomach and he topples onto him, arms around his shoulders to keep him up, tears welling at his eyes.

"Please just- my members are here, please.."

He's pushed down onto the wooden floor with a loud crash, and after a few moments, his members rush in, Gunwook going first for intimidation, Ricky cracking his knuckles behind him and Gyuvin at the ready. Hanbin with a worried look and Yujin's eyes being covered by Taerae and ears covered by Hao.

Yujin starts crying despite not being able to see and Hanbin hugs him, staying in front of him while keeping a watch on Jiwoong who was on the ground. Gyuvin doesn't waste a second before grabbing the guy by the collar and pushing him onto the floor to take Jiwoong in his arms.

In a flash, he's surrounded by everyone with Yujin passed into his arms, crying. He takes their youngest away to go downstairs, letting his members take care of it.

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He's sitting with the Hyung-line around him, and he closes his eyes. He wasn't prepared to be saying it all today. But he has to give them something.

So he spills.

Of their beginnings, of how it all happened. How charming the guy used to be before- something changed when they moved in together. Jiwoong hadn't been able to say no with such a kind smile even if it was a bit too quick. But he should've known to say no and back off and tell the guy he was uncomfortable with moving in together so early into the relationship.

What was he supposed to do? Say no?

He wasn't the type to fall so easily, but some part of him didn't want to say no because well- he never really said 'no' since INX.

He had scars that he wasn't able to get over because they take time, but a new scar bloomed and at least his group understands him and waits for him to tell them things. He's blooming, out of his tiny cucoon, slowly, but they're patient. They're willing to wait.

"Thanks guys."

"Tell us anything, Hyung."

"Even if it takes time, we'll wait."

He feels like there's finally some time for him to fall back into the Maknae he used to be again even if he had more responsibilities. He falls back into them, and the jerk finally learned to leave him alone. He's content even if he slightly remembers the incident. But that's for another time.

He's here to spend time and be happy with his members.

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Author's note: On a writer's block, sorry guys! Thank you for patiently waiting

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