You Never Know [JIKOOK]

7. Thought

Unable to move, unable to believe what happened

Did Jimin seriously divorcing with him?
Is it because of his child?

Obviously, because that's what Jimin said. But why does Jimin have the courage to break up with him? Shouldn't he be the one to divorce in the first place because his husband lied and cheated on him?

Does he not love Jimin anymore? If yes, why didn't he stop him from getting divorced? Is it because he is still disappointed and angry with Jimin? Angry because Jimin still doesn't want to tell him that he's been cheating on him for a long time?

Ohhh

Is Jimin breaking up because he doesn't love him anymore because he's going to be with his other man? But Jimin said earlier that he loves him.

But why would he believe Jimin? He has been fooling him for a long time

But didn't he also keep something secret from Jimin about his son? He didn't tell Jimin either, right?

No no

He kept it a secret because Jimin doesn't want a child. The secret is different from the one who cheated.

But he still admits to himself that he still loves Jimin. But why didn't he chase it? Is it because he wants to get divorced so he doesn't have to hide about his son?

But what if his parents find out?

Shit

His parents who have been close to Jimin ever since he introduced him as his boyfriend

They immediately clicked because Jimin could easily get close and he looked lovely. He also admits that Jimin is very kind.

And Jimin was even more amazing when his father had a serious illness

Jimin took care of his father while he was seriously ill. He always cooks his parents' favorite meals. His mother always wants Jimin to bond with her because his company feels so good. And because his parents are so kind to Jimin, he is more like a child than him. So he doesn't know how to tell his parents everything about this. He can't say that he got divorced because he found out that he has a child. Should he tell them that Jimin cheated?

And one more thing, can they accept his son? Jacob; his four-year-old son... with his ex.

His parents were very angry with his ex because of what she did to him. But shouldn't he also explain what Nathalie said to him? That all that is not true?

His mind is very confused now.

His mind says that it's okay for Jimin to divorce because now he can give more attention to his own son, after not being with him for several years. He also loves his son but he doesn't really know what to do

But his heart says that all the decisions and actions he has taken are wrong. It was wrong for him to let Jimin get away from him.

But isn't it the heart that loves and not the mind?

And ohh, he didn't even notice that he was crying. As in crying that won't stop. It just keeps falling on his cheeks

And he felt guilty just now too, because he saw Jimin today. Jimin who was now so thin, Jimin who was so pale, and the eyes ones that used to shine while staring at him... now they are gone. It has been replaced by fear, anger, sadness, pain, betrayal, depression. But why?

Seriously?! is that still being asked? He hurt his husband repeatedly. Not only physically but also mentally. He didn't pay attention to Jimin for a year and a half since he found out that he had a child with Nathalie.