angel~dallas winston

Control

Mackenzie

"Dal slow down," I said.

"What's wrong?" He asked. "I know we've gone to second base, further even, but I'm not ready," I said. "Alright man whatever," He said, sounding clearly annoyed. "Well I guess I should go," I said. I waited for him to stop me, tell me to stay, but instead. "Okay," He said.

"Uh bye then," I said and walked out. I closed the door behind me and sighed. I drove home quickly, not paying attention to the speed limits posted on the sides of the road. When I walked in Bob tried to started a conversation, but due to the fact that I was already in a bad mood, I ignored him and went to my room.

I grabbed my phone and dialed the DX number as I sat down on my bed. "Hello?" Steve voice traveled. "Hey Steve, is Sodapop there?" I asked.

"Yep, let me grab him for ya," He said. After a few moments Sodapop picked up the phone. "Hey little lady," He said. "Hey," I said. "Uh oh, that's a sad hey, what happened?" He asked.

"Well I'm just starting to get a little worried," I said. "What about?" He asked. "Well Dally and I have started moving forward with things in our relationship you know, but I'm afraid that me not putting out enough could be a deal breaker for him," I said. "Kenz, Dally is many things, but he ain't gonna leave ya just cause you won't have sex with him," He said.

"You sure?" I asked. "Positive," I said. "Thanks Soda," I said. "I'll see you tomorrow before the rumble right?" He asked.

"I'll be there," I said. "Good, talk to you later lady," He said. "Bye Soda," I laughed. I hung up the phone before laying down in my bed, sighing. I heard a knock on my door and I sighed and opened it. "Yes?" I asked. "I need you to stay home tomorrow night," Bob said. "Why would I do that?" I asked. "Liv is gonna be with her greaser boyfriend and I don't want you near the rumble," He said.

"I won't go near the rumble, but I'm not staying home all night," I said. "Fine, just swear you won't go near the fighting?" He asked.

"I swear," I said. "Who were you on the phone with?" He asked. "Friend from school," I replied. He looked at me suspiciously before walking the other way, I closed the door and locked it behind him.

Dallas

I climbed through Kenzie's window and as she turned around. She leaned against the door as she saw me. "Hey," I said.

"Hi," She said. "Are we fighting?" I asked. "I don't know," She said. "We don't have to be," She shrugged. "I don't wanna be," I said. "I don't either," She said. "I uh, felt bad when ya left," I said.

"Yeah, I did too," She said. "I think we should talk about that tho,"

"Okay," I said. I sat down on her bed and she walked over and sat next to me. "If I'm not ready to have sex then I'm not ready, and if you can't respect that then maybe this isn't gonna work out," She said.

"No I get it, we don't need to unless you want to, I'm sorry I was a dick earlier," I said. "I'm sorry doll,"

"It's okay," She said. I grabbed her chin and turned her head towards me. I leaned in and kissed her. "Does that mean you forgive me then?" I asked. "Yes," She laughed. "I'll see you tomorrow night, right?" I asked. "Yeah I'll be there," She said.

"Good," I said and stood up. "See you later doll," I said before climbing out the window and down the tree.

I sighed as I sat down in Bucks car. I knew she was too good for me, too good in every way. She was way smarter than I was, than any of the guys, even Ponyboy. She was smokin' fucking hot, I had a nice ass but that was about it. Everything about her screamed at me to leave her alone, but I stayed selfish and chose to keep her all to myself instead.

I had no control over myself when it came to her. Absolutely none.

sorry guys, just a filler chapter before the rumble:)