I know it's been a while...almost a year. I've been writing you love letters ever since I met you in middle school, I know I really shouldn't be doing this because you don't know who I am. I haven't wrote my name on any of the letters that I wrote you, I know that's really weird of me to say because of the fact that you keep getting love letters from a secret admirer but you don't know who they're from you've tried so hard to realize who they are but you cannot find which one it is you were caught between two people one of them being a girl and the other one being your best friend you can't tell which one it is and I'm glad you cant I've seen your confusion. You seem fun to look at, your confusion makes me smile as I watch you from across the room. I know this is creepy because I haven't seen you since June I watch you as my friends talk. I seem to look at you as you smile at a girl who is me I hope but I have very bad delusions. I've been thinking about you a lot, but when really in reality, you are looking behind me looking at who knows I don't know why you aren't looking at me. I've tried everything in my power to get your attention. I guess my love letters are the only reason why you think someone would ever love you that isn't me. I guess that is selfish to write because I love you but you have to realize that it is only me who loves you this love that is or isn't something you would want to hear but I guess that's on me for telling you I see your smile fade as you read the rest of my paper I guess those love letter weren't the ones you wanted this one isn't any better I guess
I saw you walk home today. I followed you. I know that's creepy to say but I am sitting in your backyard. I am sitting behind the bush watching you sleep you're taking a nap after you got home from a long hard rough day at school. I'm sorry that you had to go through that. I guess that's really creepy But I just need to make sure you're safe later that night you had woken up and started to do whatever on your phone I had watched you through the cameras. I had set up secretly in your bedroom while you were away at vacation. Don't ask how I got it I'm not gonna tell you I guess this love letters making you blush because your face is all red and you seem nervous, I can see you from across the lunchroom I smile as I realized that I finally got your attention
I guess that's crazy to say this is what I want from you, but it actually is I want your attention I want you to find out who I am just so you can say I love you I want you to know who I am, but I'm never going to tell you it's like a little game of hide and seek if you find me then I'll write to you, but if you don't, I'll just continue to write to you About how I sneak into your house every Saturday afternoon and tell you that I love you secretly and then walk out I guess that isn't some thing that you want to hear. I am sorry for this inconvenience but it's just something about me.
I guess the saying that I love you doesn't really work on you anymore but if I say, I will literally stalk you to the moon and back and watch as you walk away for me, I will care and love for you and worship the ground you walk on I guess that's really on me for saying that.
My eyes only shine for you when you are around I guess I seem to enjoy your company, but you are barely around me, so I barely enjoy life but that's on me. I really can't do much about you not wanting me or not accepting my love but I will continue to love you no matter what, because you are my one true love you're the one I see myself within 10 years you're the one I see myself with when I soon to be married And that person I'm going to be with is you whether you want to or not I feel crazy for you why can't you just accept that why are you being so hard? Why aren't you letting me in this is torture why do you not let me win why do you not love me I don't understand I've done everything in my power. I've worn cute skirts and dresses just for you to notice me when you just look at other girls and turn your direction. I saw you in the girls bathroom I tried to talk to you, but you wouldn't even speak a word to me. I guess that I'm not your type. I'll make sure that I am soon. Don't worry my love you will be mine.
I guess that's crazy to say because I really shouldn't be saying it but that's on me for falling in love I guess I don't wanna be in love anymore, but I can't help but fall in love with you more you make my smile shine as you tell me that you love me, but not really You're telling another girl you love her. I'm just delusional and I just want you to love me.
𝓢𝓽𝓪𝓻𝓻𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝔀𝓲𝓷𝓭𝓸𝔀
