I still wait for you at the bus stop hoping that I run into you, hoping that we can just talk even if it's a short Hello,hi conversation just to hear you talk to me one more time is all I need.
I still wait for you to see my text. It takes you hours even if you're sending me videos I never blamed you for not responding to me. It's just I miss you.
I still wait for you I lose sleep for you. I love you that's one thing I wish I never did. It hurts to love you. It hurts to know that you don't love me. You love the idea of me but you don't love me.
I still wait for the person I fell in love with to come back. I still wait for that girl, I want you to hold hands with me to visit me somewhere over the summer.
I wait for the girl who made my dreams come true whether just be in my sleep or over text I still wait for her to come back and kiss me and tell me 'everything is going to be just fine as long as we have each other'
I still wait for the girl who once used to laugh with me to finally text me back. I still wait for the 'I love you' text to come back. It hurts to love you. It hurts so much that I am starting to think you don't love me at all , I hope you never love me again I really do cause I know it hurts you to love me. I hate seeing you in pain.
I still wait for you to change for me like you promised you would. I'm still waiting it's been exactly a year and a half almost 2 years. I'm still waiting because I love you.
I still wait for you to tell me that it's over we're done I hate you I'm still waiting for you to get fed up with my bullshit.
I'm still waiting for you to just ghost me out of nowhere and not say a word to me and never ever meet up again because you hate me.
I am still waiting for you.
I'm still waiting for you to tell me that I'm enough for you that I am doing everything that you ever imagined.
I'm still waiting for you to say that I am enough for you.
I am still waiting for you to say that I don't need to change because you love me the way I am, but I don't think those texts are ever going to come back
I still wait for you, you make me feel like I'm five years old again waiting for my dad to walk through the door and tell me that he's taking his two kids for his weekend. The clock still ticks in my head. It is now 12:46 in the morning. I am waiting for my dad to pick me up and I am sitting at the door with a bag and a smile on my face. He never showed up per usual. I stopped waiting for him along time ago.
I still wait for you, because I still think there's the person I fell in love with in your soul somewhere I still look for that person I see her in your eyes yet when you speak, you don't sound like her you aren't her you're the memory that I fell in love with, but I still love you just the same
I still wait for you because I wait for a lot of people, you and my father were the two only people that I waited for I quit waiting for him when I was 10 because it was useless to wait for someone who is never going to change or even put effort into his kids let alone his only daughter
I still wait for you because I love you and I don't wanna give up on you and I believe you're so much more than he'll ever be.
I wait for you because I see potential in who you are. I just wish you could see the same with me, but maybe we aren't the same maybe we don't see eye to eye And that's okay because we're two different people. We're kids trying to make love work, we're babies trying to make sure that our hearts don't get broke, we're adults trying to make sure alcohol doesn't kill us. We are elderly people making sure our hearts don't stop due to the fact that we can't quite it quit smoking.
I still wait for you, but maybe Cupid fucked up maybe you weren't supposed to fall in love with me because you didn't want to fall in love with me in the first place I bet sometimes you wish you never fall in love with me because it hurts to love me I'm difficult and I know that that's why my relationships don't end up making it to a year
I still wait for you due to the fact that you wait for me and it's useless to not wait for you. If you're waiting for me you're so nice that I don't think I deserve you
I still wait for you due to the fact that you sit at the bus stop by yourself and I sit with you we talk for hours. We miss our bus we are both late to work.
You wait for me because maybe you pity me maybe you don't really say what you mean you say what you think I want to hear and you pity me so much that you just stay because you're nice and you don't want me to be alone. Thank you for lying helps not break my heart. .
I still wait for you at the bus stop it so lonely by myself yet I've never seen you want to walk out here by yourself I've seen you walk out with a boy didn't know who he was. He drove off without saying another word to you look like you had been crying, your eyes were glossy I didn't really say anything because it's none of my business.
I still wait for you. I saw you walk out with a girl her hair was dyed black with blonde in the front. She was very pretty you have a good type to say I think we have the same but her eyes seem like they've been crying for hours your face look angry and frustrated, and it seem like you just found out the most devastating news in your life, and it sounded like she was part of that news. It was like you went through the worst break up in your life in the span of two hours
I still wait for you, but you seem to have forgot me you have Brong three girls in the last week to your house and yet none of them know each other all of them look different and within that week you have brought two guys over they were never over again, but those same three girls keep coming over every Saturday, Sunday and Tuesday. I have memorized it on my calendar. Those are the days I've listed as the worst days of my life because I see you smiling with each and everyone of them as you walk out of your apartment, but I wish it was mean to say the least
I still wait for you even though I see you with other people and I didn't want to see you with other people because some of those people I hate so dearly but you don't seem to remember that I don't really want to remind you of it either. I love you, but I don't think you remember me , I bet you don't even remember my name that's okay with me at least
I still wait for you. I even read your letters the ones used to send to me. They still have the envelope and the post stamp on it still and it doesn't even look right it looks like it was just sent. I bet you threw out and burned all of the things I've ever given you you thrown out all of the stuffed animals. I know this because I found them in front of your apartment , I bet you burned those letters that I wrote to you in your fireplace and I know you ruined the hoodie I gave you because I saw it in the trash when I was walking past your apartment
I still wait for you, even though you're the one person who broke my heart the most it's dumb I know, but I don't know what I Gotta do. You're the only person I seem to wait for yet. I don't even know who you are anymore. You don't even remember my name you walked up to me and said hello, but you couldn't think of who I was.
I still wait for you like I used to do in high school and in middle school waiting for you to get out of class. You waited for me to get out of class as well but now we don't even remember each other's names let alone faces I don't even know who you are, you don't even know me yet I seem to write every poem about you and I can't think of why, because I don't even know who you are you don't know who I am either or strangers of memories yet those memories have a glossy film over them and you can't even see the faces because they're blurred out , it's a toxic book
I still wait for you in the same place I usually did the bus start your work or car yet you don't seem to come to any of them you leave your car at work you forget to come to the bus stop and you most definitely skipped work or you're either late and I don't see you I'm tired of stalking you I'm tired of chasing you yet. I can't seem to stop running and I can't seem to stop looking through the cameras. I look at them every day and every night and I count how many times she smile but they're not at my texts.
𝓘'𝓵𝓵 𝔀𝓪𝓲𝓽 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓷 𝓲𝓯 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓹𝓼...
