Part 48

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2 Months Later

Normal Pov

Ryan didn't take the news about losing our baby he was broken as was i but i gemma and aston to help me through it and i was helping ryan and he was trying to help me and he had his friends helping him through it , we had loads of people if we were out gemma had gone on my twitter and my mentions were full of fans asking me if i was ok which gemma tweeted about how i was telling them not to worry. Me and ryan was fine i guess he was just doing loads of jobs to keep him from thinking about it and most of the jobs he was doing were in rome and today was the day i was going back to work and it was tv interview to set the rumours that are going round about what's happen so i got up and got changed and spent half of the day relaxing then headed to the place where the interview was. After the interview it made me upset talking about what happened so on my way home i stopped off where i use to get my drugs and they was happy to see me so i payed for the drugs i use to get and put them in my bag and then said bye then got back in my car and drove home.

I got in and was now sitting down on the sofa then took the drugs out of my bag and thought about if i really wanted to go back then while i was thinking someone knocked on the front door so i got up and answered the door and it was aston so i hugged then said what are you doing here he replied me and the boys and are here to right it our next single i replied aww that's good that your gonna be here then we went into the livingroom so i said do you want a drink he replied yer thanx so he sat down on the sofa and i went into the kitchen and made the drinks after i made them i realised the drugs were still out on the table in the livingroom so i walked into the livingroom quickly and put the drinks down on the table and the drugs weren't there and aston must of saw me looking because he said you looking for the drugs that was on the table i sat down next to him on the sofa and replied yer i was looking for them he replied when have you started taking these and why start again i replied i got them before thinking should i go back to using them and because gemma in back in the uk you and the boys were back in the uk busy and ryan has been working back in rome he replied when does ryan come back and why didn't you phone of txt me i replied i think he is back tomorrow and i didn't wanna borther you he put the drugs in his pocket and said you won't need these because you have me now then he pulled me into a hug and kissed the top of my head and i cuddled into him. I must of fell asleep for alittle bit because i woke up hear people talking so i looked up and saw ryan was talking to aston so i pulled away from aston and run up to ryan and hugged him he replied hey babe i'm sorry i've not been here but you know i still love you right i replied yer i do and it's ok he replied babe are you tired i replied yer he replied why don't go to bed i replied aston are you ok with that i don't wanna be rude again aston replied it's ok i will see you tomorrow if you want i replied yer see you tomorrow then i hugged him then went upstairs to bed.

Aston's Pov

It was nice that naomi cuddled into me we had started getting close and it was nice and when ryan come in and saw naomi cuddled up to me he didn't like it then he started talking then naomi woke up and she move away from me straight to him then she went upstairs he walked over to me and said stop trying to get into her head and turn her against me or you will be sorry i replied i'm not doing anything i'm just being her friend and you don't scare me then i walked outside and went back to the hotel.

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