I'm determined with your faith in me

Part 72

1 Month Later

Normal Pov

I had now got my memory back which in a weird way i didn't want the part of knowing aston back because it brought back the hurt i can't believe he was trying to play mind games with gemma again and i'm still surprised gemma and jason aren't going out yet. It's nice that if we was out and a girl tried to chat up kellan he would just say he isn't interested plus we both trust each other and would never hurt each other. I was finishing the rest of the song i was bringing out some of it was about me and aston only because getting my memory back about what we was like and i'm so glad kellan isn't like him because i know kellan won't break my heart and doesn't play mind games that aston has started again he started with gemma and then slowly telling me the bullshit that he told gemma. I had been up for awhile and had got changed and had been at the studio for awhile,  gemma was in the studio before i even come. I said gemma is it bad that this songs is kinda about me and aston again she replied not really because having your memory back and knowing about you and him are gonna come back i replied i love kellan and i'm happy with him she replied did you just say you love him i replied oh shit yer i did i've not even said it out loud till now she replied aww i bet he loves you to because he really does care about you and he makes you happy i replied yer he does she replied how about you show me that song.

So Stupid

I didn't have a choice

You never gave me one

You were so perfect in my eyes, eyes, eyes

We left our heartbeat cry

You were my lullaby

You were my heart

You were my life, life, life

I, I, I, I'm stumbling

I, I, I, I'm crawling

I should've seen through

It was too good to be true

I, I, I, I'm running

I should feel like cursing out your name

I should feel so crazy I'm insane

I should feel like crying til' i die

I should feel like breaking down inside

but all i feel is stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

And so stu-stu-stupid

You see

And you should feel so stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

That your lo-lo-losing me

You looked me in the eye

Said I'm yours until we died

I think we both know that you li-li-lied

I never realized you were Jeckyll & Hyde

I only saw one side-side-side-side

I, I, I, I'm stumbling

I, I, I, I'm crawling

I should've seen through

It was too good to be true

I, I, I, I'm running

I should feel like cursing out your name

I should feel so crazy I'm insane

I should feel like crying til' i die

I should feel like breaking down inside

but all i feel is stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

And so stu-stu-stupid

You see

And you should feel so stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

That your lo-lo-losing me

I don't really care if your giving her up

Stayed to long, I took enough

I don't really care if your giving her up

Giving her up, giving her up

I already know what your all about

I don't wanna stay just to figure out

Stupid is loving you now

I should feel like cursing out your name

I should feel so crazy I'm insane

I should feel like crying til' i die

I should feel like breaking down inside

but all i feel is stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

And so stu-stu-stupid

You see

And you should feel so stu-stu-stupid

And so fo-fo-foolish

That your lo-lo-losing me

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