I'm determined with your faith in me

Part 57

Normal Pov

I had just got to ast and went into the livingroom and went up to him and went to kiss him but he pushed me away I said babe what's up he replied we need to talk I replied ok what about he replied the truth is I can't do this anymore I've realised I can't do serious relationships and I don't love you anymore I replied your the one that asked me to marry you but I said it was to soon but I said yes when you asked and you do love me I can see it everyone can he replied asking you to marry me was a big mistake and I did love you at one point but I don't anymore I replied ok we don't have to get married but we can through this we love each other that's all that matters he replied we can't work through this because I don't love you anymore I think the reason why I wanted to be with you was because I couldn't have you being you was with someone else. 

I couldn't hold the tears back any longer and just let them fall I saidI i left my life back in LA and moved over to the uk to be with you because you love me and now I wish I never met you then I wouldn't have had my heart broken by you so many times and if I haven't met you I might of had a husband and maybe a baby and you want's funny being with you was the happiest I've ever been and your telling me that are whole relationship has been a lie he replied yep it was and this feelings good telling you the truth I couldn't carry on lieing to you it just wouldn't be nice I slapped him and replied you don't know the meaning of nice all your gd at is being a player fucking with girls heads to get them thinking you love them then when you get bored with them you move on so you know what I hope a girl comes along and plays you and breaks your heart and then you end up alone then I throw the ring he had bought me at him then I just ran out of his house still crying and got in my car and drove off and headed to my house. 

Once I got there I put my bag on the floor and txt gemma to come round then 15 minutes later she come round and was now sat down on my sofa she said what's wrong I replied aston broke up with me saying he doesn't love me and are whole relationship was a lie and he said the reason why I wanted to be with you was because I couldn't have you being with someone else the funny thing is I actually thought we were happy together and he made me the happiest I've ever been but it was a lie and please can you go get my stuff from his she replied sure I will and that doesn't sound like aston so I will talk to him to see why he is doing it so I will be back soon then she left.