Billy

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Billys POV

I don't even know this girl and I can't stop thinking about her. It pisses me off. I mean who even is she? Max's friend, music store worker, singer? I barely know anything about her. No one seems to much about her either, which I oddly like. She keeps to herself a lot but I see her with that metalhead Eddie at school. I just can't help but catch her eyes or notice myself drifting off to daydream about her. It's like there's a deep tension between us. It's like everywhere I go I see her. I grab some CDs from the music store downtown and there she is. She was even at Max's dance last week. Ever since school started it's second semester I've been seeing her everywhere. I couldn't help but notice her. She clearly doesn't give a fuck about anyone, I can't help but relate to that. She even plays the guitar very well. I love her voice, it's addictive. Dammit, I could give less fucks about any bitch around here. Why would this one girl mean anything to me? I mean I've never even spoken to her. She could be annoying and unbearable. Or maybe she's perfect, fuck. I'm in deep shit.

Once again I can't stop running into Margo

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Once again I can't stop running into Margo. I remember her name from Max, she talks about her a lot, too much. I walked into the diner with a couple of guys from school. I saw Margo sitting in a booth with Munson. I couldn't help but feel jealous, I don't even know why. They're probably just friends and Eddie's a freak anyways. I constantly viewed her booth during the night. She looked amazing in her cropped shirt and leather jacket. Her hair was up in a small ponytail, you could see more of her face this time. I tried my best to not let my friends notice my staring. Margo didn't notice me for a while but when we finally connected eyes it felt like everything stopped. Now I never thought I'd feel this way, ever. There's something about her. When my group was finished eating, we all made our way out of the diner. Of course my eyes never left hers. I have to get over this shit. I don't want other girls because of her. Why her?

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"Dude, what is it with that girl?" Tommy asks me as he notices me staring at Margo from down the hall. I move my back off of the lockers, uncross my arms and get closer to him.
"What are you talking about?" I act clueless as if I wasn't just staring at her.
"You know what I'm talking about." He says. Jesus does the kid ever quit. Can he not take a hint and back off.
"You've been eyeing her everywhere we go." Tommy adds on and I get angry at this point. Dude it pisses me off too, okay? I don't know what it is about her, she's pretty much a stranger and I can't look away.
"Yeah what is she, one of your sluts?" Carroll chimes in and I wish I could knock her off of her feet.
"Back off Carroll." I raise my voice at her and Tommy pushes me back.
"Hey, watch it man." Tommy says but I get carried away by seeing Margo walk past us, we lock eyes before she turns the hall corner.
"You've got it bad for her." Carroll adds on and laughs. If she pops her gum one more time I'm going to lose it. I slam my locker and walk in the opposite direction. They're pissing me off lately. I got to get over this ridiculous crush.


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