When we got back to the house after training all of the emotions just came flooding to me all at once. I just crumbled.
' Vivi where are you ?' I heard beth say from the distaince.
' I'm round here ' I bearly got out.
I was sat in the corner of the room on a beanbag. Beth came over to be and sat down on the same beanbad and put her arm around me. In that moment i just turned hugged her and cried.
' You wanna go and pick a film ? '
' Yeah sure, Can you sit by me though ? '
' Yeah sure vivi '
Me and viv got up from the beanbags and went and sat down on the sofa. Then lotte walks in and just smiles at me. I chose mamma mia as the film authough i'm pretty sure i fell asleep halfway through.
I wake up to someone shaking me
' Vivi we need to go to bed '
' Can you stay with me i don't want to be alone '