[noahs pov] "okay so- are you even listening to me!?" I try to explain his math homework but he's zoning out. He snaps back to reality. "HUH? Oh- yeah. Sorry Noah!" I face palm and sigh. "I don't have time for this." I mumble as I look back at hm. Look, I love hanging out with cody, but not when I'm practically doing his homework for him.
after a grueling hour of math, we (I) finally get it done. "Thanks for the help Noah! I'm off." his thumbs points at the door. "Okay. I'll see you tomorrow." I wave at him. He smiles then shuts the door. I stay still for a moment. Then I just sigh. It's so hard keeping my little liking secret, but who am I supposed to tell? Owen would give it away instantly, izzy would flat out tell him, and Eva wouldn't give a shit. And Cody's automatically off the list. But what choice do I have? God.
THE CRAZY PPL!! (and Noah)
You: guys I gotta tell you something.
Izzy: oooooo what is it Noah???1!2?1!?21?!21
Owen: yeah what is it bud?
You: So, I think I like Cody.
Izzy: OMGOMGOMGOMG I KNEW IT
Izzy: OWEN U OWE ME 5 BUCKS NOW
Owen: YESYESYESYESYES MY BEST BUDDY HAS A CRUSHHHHHH
You left the conversation.
That went well. Except for them freaking the fuck out and them literally betting on it. It went amazing. I feel a sense of embarrassment, rage, jealousy, sadness, and loneliness wash over me all at once. It's weird. I hate this feeling.
THE CRAZY PPL!! (and Noah)
Izzy added you to the conversation.
Izzy: soooooooo we and big o were talking and we thought that u should write a secret admirer letter to him 🤩
You: what the fuck no.
Owen: Come on! It's the best way to confess but your not actually confessing
You: I didn't even ask for advice.
Izzy: show the letter tomorrow!!!
You: no.
God damnit. I guess I could make a fake letter to satisfy izzy because she would not stop pestering me about it if I didn't write one. This is gonna be so cheesy.
(349 words!! Sorry for the short chapter :( -Eli XP)
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Romanceyes, this is named after the Taylor song. I know this story might seem long, but it's worth it, I swear! <3 -Eli
