Feeling sick of myself- Lyney x TransMasc reader

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Raining dizzled down outside while you were cuddled up in bed not daring to get out. Well at least not until Lyney had come home. Usually you'd be up doing some hobbies or something, but you didn't feel like it. You couldn't find your binder anywhere, and every part of you just felt dysphoric. Clothes were strewn all around your room after the failed search for your binder.

A little while later Lyney came home, clutching a bouquet of your favourite flower. You hadn't been awake when he'd left so he thought he did something special when he got home. Well until he was met with you crying in bed.

"Oh, mon amour. What's wrong?"

You sniffled and shuffled towards him. "I can't find my binder and I just don't feel very good... about myself."

He pulled you closer, almost not letting you breathe. "Can you tell me all about it? I want to know what's making my boyfriend upset."

"Well, it's stupid."

He looked at you like you had killed his cat, how dare you say something making you upset is stupid. Whatever it was it was definitely important enough to hear about it.

"No, No, if its making you upset mon amour, its not stupid."

You weren't entirely sure how to describe your situation, you hated your whole body for not looking how you wanted it. You hated that you had been stuck with this body. You hated in your current situation you couldn't do anything about it.

Once you explained what was happening, he only pulled you tighter giving you gentle kisses, like you were a hurt puppy. He set to work finding your binder. Much like you did he practically turned the house upside down looking for, plus he found your favourite outfit. About 10 minutes later he returned holding the item you had been looking for all day.

"It was sat in the clean washing baskets."

How could you not have thought to look there, you messed up the shared room for nothing. The next issue was your hair, it had gotten too long and every time you looked in the mirror all you could see was the old you. So Lyney offered to cut it. He'd had experience cutting both Lynette and Freminet's hair so surely cutting your hair back to normal wouldn't be too bad.

After he was finished you put your binder on and looked in the mirror. You could see what you saw earlier as much. Lyney came up from behind and squeezed you tightly.

"Look at my handsome boyfriend." He placed a kiss on your lips, and pulled you in closer.

"Thank you Lyney..."

"It's the least I can do Mon amour, You are my boyfriend, it's my job to make you smile."

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