And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
t/w- Y/n is trans, dysphoria, comfort. slight angst, mainly comfort
Summary- Ftm reader being anxious about their top surgery scars, trying to hide them from lyney (boyfriend lyney)
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Staring in the mirror probably wasn't the best idea in your situation. In this case, it only made things worse. Staring at the marks on your chest, reminding you what you'd been through. Lyney didn't know you were trans and you hoped he never did. You were scared he'd leave you. He was a very open person, but then again you thought your parents were too. They kicked you out when you told them you were trans.
It did have its bonuses though, you were able to transition and soon met Lyney after you finished. As you two got closer it became harder to hide it, he started to get a bit more cuddly. Sometimes running his hands under your shirt. However, he did stop if you ask. He did assume you were just shy.
The front door opened and Lyney's voice rang through the house. His sweet tone trapping you in a trance for a minute. You quickly were brought back to the moment though and realised you were still shirtless. Quickly scavenging around the room, you rushed through your drawers to try and find a shirt.
However, Lyney walked in before you could put it on.
"Hey honey- Oh sweetie why are you crying!"
You couldn't bring yourself to turn around and face him. Sniffles still escaped your mouth. You held tightly against your chest, praying to the archons that he didn't move any closer.
"Lyney... Please don't come closer."
"Hon, did you hurt yourself... Let me see."
"No no, I'm fine, just leave."
"Sweetie your crying.."
Despite him always respecting your boundaries he always made sure to stay when you cried. It wasn't that he was purposefully ignoring you, it's just that he was worried about you. He didn't dare take another step closer. You were ripping through the dressing table, trying to find a decently sized shirt of yours. As soon as you slipped it on you turned around to face him. Quickly forcing a smile and wiping the tears away.
"See. Lyney I'm fine!"
His face showed so much concern, "No you're not. Please tell me what's wrong."
Maybe it was time to tell him, tell him that you felt like a fake half the time. That you'd had surgery just to become a boy. To finally show him the scars on your chest. To show him that you were happy being you.
"I have something I have to tell you."
"Mon amour what is it."
"I- I'm trans..."
"Oh sweetie why didn't you tell me? So you feel like a girl now?"
"No no, I used to be a girl..."
"Oh! So is that why you always hide your chest... Your scars."
You nodded along with his words. Right on point... as always.
He opened his arms, almost begging for you to cuddle him. You quickly wrapped your arms around him as he whispered in your ear.
"I love you, nothing ever gonna change that.."
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