I hope to see their faces when I pursue. Haunting you...
T/w- Self-harm themes, Lyney comfort, crying, thinking people are angry at you.
Summary- HI THERE!! Can I please request Lyney SH comfort? Or LYNEY comforting you as he found you crying alone in the room. U don't have to do these but thank u sm !! Btw I love ur writing a lot
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You didn't exactly feel sad, but you weren't exactly happy either. It was that small space in between... Numbness some would say. The weighed on your shoulders like a brick, you promised Lyney you wouldn't do it again not after last time. The cuts on your thighs were a sign that you didn't listen. You couldn't help but think how mad he would be, his face all angry. It had been so long since you'd seen it like that, he always scared you when he was in a mood like that.
The cuts felt like they were throbbing you could barely focus on anything else. Not that there was much else to focus on. Tears welled up in your eyes as you held yourself tightly, begging for any form of comfort that you could get. When you heard the front door open.
"Hey sweetie I'm home."
Shit shit shit. You tried to hide all the evidence that you had been crying and what you had done to yourself. Panic filled your insides, you weren't sure how he was gonna react. Maybe he would hate you? Would he yell? What would happen? You got so lost in thought that you didn't see Lyney walk into the room.
"Hey, Hon- H-honey what's wrong." You could tell without seeing him his eyes were widening.
"Can I come closer or is that a no-go right now?" You nodded.
He quickly rushed over being right by your side almost like a golden retriever. His arms wrapped around you warming your entire body quickly. "What happened?"
"I... I don't know... I just.." Your voice cracked and you fell your body shaking
. "That's fine... That's completely fine."
"No, it's not!"
"Yes... Yes, it is... You're allowed to feel horrible. Just, honey... You need to tell me when you feel like hurting yourself. You know it's not good for you."
You felt like you had betrayed him... The hurt in his eyes and voice was visible. More tears pricked your eyes... You couldn't stop crying, the tears were a waterfall. He kept trying to comfort you, telling you that everything was okay and that nothing could hurt you.
"Are you angry at me?"
"Why would I be angry?"
"Because I..."
"You know I wouldn't be angry at you for that..."
"You're not?"
"No sweetie, I could never be mad at you."
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