All of the pain
All of the pressure
All of the sadness
All of the anger
All of the stress
The days which I wanted to give up
The days which I wanted to die
The days which I stressed so much
The days which I had no more tears to cry
The nights I sat in a quiet room sad
The mornings that I couldn't get up out of bed
The days I just wanted to leave
The days I wanted to quit
The days I wanted to end
The moments I didn't feel as if I wanted to be seen again.
The years in my life where I was disrespected
The years in my life that I felt a bit neglected
The years in my life I spent hating myself
The years in my life full of anxiety.
The times in my life where I thought there was no answer
The times I lost hope of a future ahead
The times I lost myself
The times I was full of fear
The times which melted together because of my sad interior.
I needed to visit them and give them a kiss goodnight, accept that they are sleeping, and know they will wake when the time is right.
Keeping these things beside me when they just needed to rest was the reason my heart was heavy and always knotted in my chest.
Take away the aspects one at a time, manifest the energy but be patient with the process.
Take away the easiest things, all separately.
Clarity will follow, and you will truly see the beauty.
