Since the day she can remember Ella has been a Ferrari fan. Even before she started watching formule 1. She just loved the look and sound of a Ferrari.
Now after many years she was finally going to her first GP. What happens next was something she...
This weekend was the Italy GP, even tough Carlos broke my heart, I really wished that he would have a good race. The Italy races are always a bit more stressful for the Ferrari boys. I got another message from Derek, he wants to have another drink this weekend. We agreed to go for a drink Saturday evening. I decided to wear my favourite summer dress, I needed the confidence boost.
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When I arrived in the bar I noticed Derek sitting in a booth. So I joined him, he greeted me with a kiss an the cheeks. 'You look beautiful Ella' his eyes scanning my body. It didn't give me the same wa feelings as when Carlos did it. I kind of felled shivers running down my spine. Fuck Carlos, I'm going to push him out of my mind. We ordered a bottle of wine and started talking just like we did last time. I clearly hadn't eaten enough, because the wine went straight to my head. The buzz clearly doing it's work, Derek leaned closer to me and placed his hand on my leg. He whispered in my ear 'god Ella I missed you so much'. I really didn't know how to react. I didn't feel the butterflies as Carlos touches made me feel. I try to push back his hand, why is this feeling so awkward.
Again I compare him to Carlos. I don't want to think about Carlos right know, 'should we order some more drinks?' I just want to feel numb, my chest is tightening from thinking about him. I'm sipping on my drink when I notice Derek is still rubbing my leg, slightly going up and slipping under my dress. 'Derek what are you doing?' I don't want to get back together with him. 'I just really missed you, we were so good together. I want you again, I want to feel you again.'
I'm starting to feel uncomfortable, I don't want this. I just want to be friends. I have moved on from Derek. 'Derek, please just stop. Could you go get my some water? I want to sober up and head home.' Derek gets up and leaves for the bar, when he comes back he places the drink in front of me. 'Drink up baby you will feel better.' I just want to have a clear mind again, so I take the glass and drink it up all at once. I notice the strange taste of the water, but I have downed the entire glass.
'Come on babe, let's go for a walk. It will help you clear your mind.' Derek proposes. We head outside, i feel my head getting cloudy, but not the fun kind. I notice it is getting harder to walk. Derek puts his arms around me, ' let's go to my place you can relax some more there.' I want to say no but it's getting harder to think. He places me in the car. He slips behind the steering wheel and takes of. During the drive his hand is on my thigh again. He's starting to reach under my dress. 'Please,no' is all I manage to say. 'Wait until we are at my place I will make you feel better, I still know how you like it. I'm going to make you forget that stupid driver. I will take what is mine.'
He is pulling me out if the car, when suddenly I hear someone screaming. 'Get your fucking hands off her, what did you gave her? Tell me!!' I don't have the energy to listen. I doze off in a deep sleep.
I wake up, I'm not at home, where the hell am I. After my eyes adjust to the bright light I see Lottie sitting in a chair next to me. I'm in a hospital bed? I call for Lottie, she opens her eye's instantly. 'OMG Ella you are okay, I'm calling a nurse!' And off she is, what the hell happened? I was going out for drinks with Derek.
Lottie comes back in, 'Lottie can you please tell me what happened? How did I get here?' 'That ass of a Derek drugged you, he was taking you to his place to rape you. You noticed the funny taste of the water and send me a text. it just said HELP, so I checked your location and came to get you. OMG Ella I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't found you in time.' I can't believe what Lottie is saying, would Derek really do that to me, I try to remember anything of last night. I do remember him touching me, and me asking to stop. I really can't believe this.
'We are going to the police later for your statement. They already have information from me. But they wanted to talk to you as well.' I can only mumble a small okay, I just want to sleep right now. I'm woken up by Lottie talking at the phone, 'Carlos, calm down! I'm keeping her safe' My mind is still cloudy, so I fall asleep again, this must have been a dream.
