Science of Owls

it was confirmed

Chapter 9 

Nazz POV

Swirling around my head was the word "YES" , but then there was a hint of doubt.

" haha not yet , by the way you're going on about it , I don't think so yet haha" I laughed, compressing whatever I wanted to say deep down into my throat.

He lent down over my face , I could smell his hair . It smelt so nice, clean...

" are you sure!?" he whispered.

So close...

I then proceeded to awkwardly space out and lose focus on reality.

I imagined him moving his smiling lips down , slowly onto mine. Moving himself around so that he became dominate over the top of me...

By the way his hair smelt ... the rest of him must smell amazing! I'm not sure what he'd smell like but I had high expectations.

All to the tune of Fall out boy...

" Nazz? Do you like someone?" he asked again, his eyes scanning my face.

I smiled, " nope , just wanna know what it feels like to though. I mean you having actual experience and all"

" fair enough... wait what?"

" what?" I said, suddenly confused. Did I say something confusing ?

" you don't ? you haven't?" he began., but I cut him off.

" yeah ... I kinda , erm. Fuck , I haven't really liked any one properly before" I said, kinda frustrated.

" you mean like, not just based on looks?" he said, he seemed to be reading my mind.

" yeah... something like that . I mean ... you broke your arm for a girl. I think the most some ones done for me is take notes in class for me while I was sick?" I said... immediately regretting my choice of example.

" mmm I think we need to get you out there... but that's not my job" he said pulling at his socks.

" true, but here's another question-" I began , again being cut off.

" fire away"

" yeah, do you like any one now?"

I could feel my cheeks burn a bright red... I suppose, I don't know ... I can't see them.

" as a matter of fact I do" he said , he sounded confident.

" really now? Care to share who this person is?" I asked... maybe this wasn't the best sort of information that I wanted.

" well you see , I don't know them at all" he said , smiling as he went.

" that's a good start, are they in any of your classes?"

" yes actually, she's in our tech class" he looked down at me.

" ok... now we're getting there, what does she look like?" I asked.

" short hair, blonde, short in general" he said.

" huh... that could be a lot of girls..." I thought for a moment.

" wait do you mean Amelia?" I asked.

" is that her name, she sits in the middle of our class, and she always gets chosen to hand out the books"

" yeah that's her..." I said, I could feel my insides collapse into a broken pile of mess.

I knew now ... this was when it really started.

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right so i know how much it sucks... but i mean .... is my dialogue that bad?