Science of Owls

i'm slipping...

Chapter 22

The rest of that movie no longer scared me... I mean I hardly watched it. All I saw was the couple up the back holding hands... He even held her a little in some parts.

Then I just couldn't take it.

I somehow left the room unnoticed, I slipped into his bathroom. It was cold and tiled and seemed that it had been cleaned recently.

There I sat on the floor ... and broke down. Tears streamed down my cheeks, my nose ran and my lip quivered. I hugged my knees and sobbed as quietly as I could. I didn't want to cry, I didn't want to feel like this!

I wiped my nose and eyes with a piece of toilet paper, thank god those boys have bladders of steel... and no one could see me.

I stood up and looked in the mirror. Eyes blood shot.

" no drugs!" I promised myself, and laughed.

" your bloody 16 ! Idiot, why can't you be normal!" I laughed to myself, as I gave the worst motivational speech ever...

I eventually ventured out of the bathroom and back to the kitchen, and then ducked behind the wall again. A few of the boys were leaving; I checked my watch... was it that time already, time to go?

I went back to the bathroom and waited it out... no one came to use it ... maybe there was a second more convenient place to excrete ...

It was 20 minutes till I came back out, it didn't really matter to me cause I only had to walk home.

I dried my eyes again and went into the kitchen. I had a glass of water, clamed myself down.

" stop it, come on I'm slipping!" said a voice from in the lounge room, a female voice.

" come on trust me !" said Noodle, he was laughing in midst of that sentence.

Then there was the sound of heavy panting...

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