Chapter 52
Or so I thought it gave me the courage.
I didn't meet up with him that weekend...
I didn't really want to see him or anyone.
I knew who he was texting , or whatever he was doing. He texted me a couple of times to try and get my attention... I resisted answering. Even though I wanted to talk to him greatly.
I wanted him to know how much he had hurt me. What he was making me feel like.
I don't want to be that other girl.
The one everyone thought he liked.
The hopeless puppy.
The one who was friendzoned .
I felt like I just walk into a room
with a threesome happening.
I was just awkwardly watching from the door way.
Amelia encourages me to come and join.
Be that awkward presence.
Eve just apologies for something she can't help.
She just knew... she was one of the first to know.
Amelia just knew anyways... and she didn't make life easier.
I didn't want to be that hopeless puppy anymore.
I had made up my mind.
After I teased myself enough with looking at couple photos and sketching them me as the girl and him as the boy, I cried.
I just cried for a while. No amount of music was going to cure this. It seemed that all I was doing was crying these days. I didn't want to.
It was just the natural way of dealing with everything .
I needed to fix things ...
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And hopefully she will.
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