Science of Owls

I like my music loud!

Chapter 31 

They drew closer, unaware that I was still watching them from the shadows.

Amelia kissed his neck again, standing on her tip toes.

" you know, when I first meet you I thought you were with Nazz" she said.

What a mood killer , I thought.

" Nazz, nope. She's one of my best friends , but she's not like that" he said, laughing a little in his first words.

He laughed at that?

" I can see that now" she said, and kissed his neck again.

He picked her up and she wrapped her legs around his torso.

" Don't worry about that ..." he trailed off as he leaned in closer...

Please don't do that... I'm watching please don't!

"Is she prettier than me?" she asked in such an innocent tone.

He shook his head, "she's got completion"

They moved their heads and I couldn't see clearly what was going on, but I know what happened none the less.

I was frozen , if I moved, I make a noise...

If I stayed, I might be charged of murder...

Their heads broke apart abruptly, as a crunching sound was made. Someone else was coming behind the toilets. She jumped off him quickly and they walked off as a lifeguard came around the corner.

"shit" I breathed.

It hurt, it hurt a lot.

That afternoon I ran off the bus , I wasn't crying for once, but I ran to the park. I found the big climbing tree and sat in my favourite spot. My legs were on the branch below me and I felt safe. Safer than I did on ground, than in my bed.

I only ever went up here if I was really depressed.

So many thoughts were whizzing around my head.

He didn't think I was pretty, at all?

He didn't see me as more than a friend ,at all?

Why does she see me as a threat when she knows that I have no chance?

Why does my throat hurt?

I lost it and put my head on my knees and my hands balanced on the branch.

He doesn't like you at ALL!

Screamed the voice in my head.

Louder, louder, louder!