Chapter 60 ( a nice long one :P )
I was stupid to think that this would go well... stupid Felix convinced me that that this was a good idea!
He tried to ask me questions, or tell me things to make me feel better about the situation... that wasn't working .
He gave me a hug ...
And I whispered ...
" I'll just go"
And he let me...
He offered to walk with me ...
But I didn't want him too...
I was silent all the way home...
I could barely think...
How could I have been that stupid...
He knows now...
He'll never talk to me the same...
He never will !
The voices began to scream at me again...
He will hate you !
He will only love Eve and Amelia more now!
You're not his type remember !
No matter how much you TRY you will NEVER be his type!
How did you think this was going to make things better !?
You can't be his friend anymore!
"SHUT UP !" I screamed in the middle of the street I was walking down.
" I'll make this work for me ... I will... I promise! He's my friend too ... I just have to hang on ... if I can ..." I promised myself.
I must have looked mad, a complete lunatic... but that was fine.
The next week was awkward. We were nearly half way into term 2. Camp was coming up soon, in the 3rd last week of term.
Bus rides were quiet and loud at the same time.
I listening to music most days , or tried to text Felix or Connie most of the time.
Hello there,
The angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
When-ever Connie's face would appear on my phone at any time I would jump from excitement. I wanted to talk to her and tell her everything.
I wanted to be completely honest and explode into her caring arms... I wanted to sit there and cry about my own worries.
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want.
Her presence was so commanding. She had long, thick, straight brown hair. She had it parted in the middle and always done in a pony-tail. She was fairly small and thin, but she had such strong personality and persuasion skills.
Where you can always find me
And we'll have Halloween on Christmas.
Covering her cheeks she had a few freckles. She loved her big green eyes , and pretty eyelashes. She battered them constantly... maybe that's how she made the boys melt?
As smart as she was, she had great music taste and loved to act. She was a real character... down to earth and just straight up brilliant.
She was one of my only hopes left.
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