im so sorry

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Chapter 59 

" don't want to" I said and closed my eyes... " I think I'll just drift of now, you're my blanket"

" oh no you don't, what's up with Eve!?" he shook me a little from my hips.

" mmmm" I mumbled, he brushed a finger or two along my nose, making me twitch.

" please, as a friend?" , I felt like he was getting closer to my face, you know that 6th sense you kind of have when you know some ones there.

I opened my eyes quickly and to my delight he was right in front of my face, I licked his nose which was ever so close to mine.

" urgh gross" he said laughing, " come on , please, you're awake now! Tell me !"

" no, to be honest it's just painful to talk about", which was one of my first truths in a while.

" why? " he asked, still looming over the top of me, I realised he had his legs on either side of me... I was beginning to wonder if this was actually happening... I mean , it was usually me that was attacking him.

" cause you like her" I said softly.

He paused.

" yeah ... that's true I do... but what's going on? Why was it so bad today?" he looked vaguely concerned , upset a little. I bite my lip.

" she likes you too..." I mumbled , my eyes felt like they were on fire . I think I was holding back tears.

" Nazz... I , what... no" he stammered. Then I realised I was balling my eyes out. My cheeks were already tear stained , they were gushing from my eyes.

I could feel my lip tremor, and I began to sob. I grabbed around for a pillow and found a small soft one. I held it to my face to stop myself from seeming like too much of an idiot. He got of my torso.

I pushed myself up one end of the couch , I curled into my legs and the pillow.

" Nazz... um..." he seemed confused to do with a crying girl. " seems like things keep going downhill for you... friends and who ever keep lik-"

I cut him off, " I do too!" I screamed.

Then time seemed to slow down... it felt like an eternity for him to answer me.

He first put his arms around me... like a hug , he rubbed my back and shins.

He whispered softly, " I'm so sorry" .

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heheheheheeh suckers, i got time to think 

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