Into The Unknown

Chapter 32

Ryan's POV

I'm not really sure what Abi and Leroy were talking about, but I can't help noticing how upset she seems as she rushes towards the bathroom.

"Is she okay?" I quickly ask Leroy and he shakes his head "I don't think she is doing as well as we think she is"

I stood up and quickly went after her, she had locked herself in a toilet cubicle "Abi, baby?" She quickly opened the door and walked out "What's going on?" I hugged her gently and then stepped away so she could explain.

"I feel like such an idiot" she sniffed as she wiped her eyes again "I have no idea why I am so emotional"

I can't hide my smile, she is so adorable at times, especially when she lets me see her vulnerable side...which admittedly doesn't happen very often "I have an idea, I wipe her tears away with my thumb. Abi you are 4 months pregnant, what were you talking about that...?"

"Being separated from you for 5 months, Ry I don't know if I can do it" I am a little taken aback by this revelation.

"It's not 5 months baby, just 3" I smile, she looks confused "the stretch of the tour was 5 months and you have been with me for the first two, then I have three months on tour, two months off and then another two months to finish the tour"

"Oh god how did I not figure this out" a smile creeps across her face and she bites her lips as she looks at me "It's still 3 months though"

"Yeah I know" the thought of being away from her for three months was killing me, I had to try and be strong for Abi's sake though "But you will be busy with filming and it's not like I won't see you for a solid 3 months, you can fly out for a few days here and there when you have a break in filming, and I have a few dates that coincide with Dancing With The Stars"

"Yeah I guess" she seems a little more relaxed now but still has a look of worry on her face "I just wish it didn't have to be like this...Ry...do you ever wish we just had normal 9 to 5 jobs like everybody else?"

"Sometimes" I reply honestly "But then I remember I have an incredible life with you and I honestly wouldn't change it for the world. Besides don't forget after this tour I will be mainly at home for a while"

"Yeah i'm sorry, I'm just been silly, call it my hormones" Abi giggles a little, I cup her face in my hand and kiss her gently.

"I love you Abigail Tedder, you don't need to be sorry about anything"

X-x-x

Abigail didn't say too much during the rest of the meal, she seemed preoccupied. I watched her curiously as she tapped away on her phone throughout the meal and on the journey to the Airport. I know that even though she said she was fine, it was still playing heavy on her mind about us being apart for 3 months. Something which has never really bothered her like this before, but I suppose it's right what she says...Abi wasn't pregnant last time.

My head flicked up and my thoughts are interrupted by cursing coming from Eddie and Drew "This is all we need" I hear Brent sigh. As I look out of the window I see a crowd of paparazzi "Shall we do what we did last time, sandwich Abi in the middle?" Eddie asked Leroy, he looked out of the window and nodded.

After dinner we had gotten back on the tour bus, all our stuff had been collected and packed from the venue. As we pulled up near the entrance the crowds moved forwards.

I waited for a few minutes as Zach, Brent and Eddie got off the bus "Okay Abi, you get off and Ryan, Drew and I will follow okay" Drew nodded. I grabbed Abi's hand and helped her off the bus, the clicking and flashes went crazy.

"Abi over here" one of the paps yelled at her "Abi, how do you feel about Nick's engagement?"

Abi didn't speak "Is it true his Mom is suing you?" Honestly where do they get this bullshit.

"Okay guys let's move, the security are going to meet us inside" Leroy said straight after getting off the phone.

Zach and Eddie went first, they both pushed their way through the crowds of paparazzi "ABI" I felt Abi being jolted away from my grip as a journalist pulled her into the crowd. I instinctively pulled her back towards us "Abi" I felt her being pulled again.

"Get you fucking hands off her" I find myself getting angrier as we are practically pushing and shoving our way into the Airport.

"You okay honey?" Eddie wraps an arm around Abi's shoulders to shield her from the pushing and shoving. Abi nods and keeps a firm grip on my hand. I am right up behind her again now, I can feel her warm body against mine.

"Abi how do you feel about Lauren and Nick announcing their engagement" It's obvious Abi isn't it he mood for speaking to them, I just stay close to her. I can feel Leroy right behind me and Drew "This is insane, she's pregnant what are they thinking?" Drew always gets annoyed about situations like this, he too has grown closer to Abi over the years.

We are almost at the door thank god, as I carry on walking I am taken by surprise when they all push forwards. Obviously the paparazzi at the back are worried they are going to miss their chance at a shot before she goes inside "ABI, ABI" they close in around her, causing Zach and Eddie to react. I quickly loop my arm around her waist and pull her close to me.

"FOR FUCK SAKE BACK OFF, YOU KNOW SHE'S PREGNANT" I yell in my rage as I push and throw the cameras away from us.

Finally we are inside the Airport "What the fuck was that?" Zach gasped out of breath.

"I'm sorry guys" Abi always apologized when this happened, and even though the guys told her its not her fault, she still hates them going through this.

"Hey are you okay honey, you look very pale" Zach draws my attention to Abi's face, he's right all the colour has drained from her face.

"I feel weird..." Suddenly her eyes roll back and her body collapses forwards.

"Shit" I grabbed her and stop her from falling, she is limp and lifeless in my arms as I scoop her into the air "Leroy" I yell for him to help me as I carry her over to the chairs in front of us, everyone around us are gasping and whispering "Abi baby" I say softly, she is laid across a row of chairs.

Leroy is checking her pulse "Is she okay?" Drew and Brent are stood behind me and Zach and Eddie are the other side of the chairs. Abi quickly comes round and looks a little panicked, she tries to stand up quickly.

"Hey its okay baby" I hold her still in the chair "Stay still a minute, you fainted"

"What?" She looks horrified.

"Is think it's because you were over crowed out there" Leroy smiles at her "The on site medic is on his way don't worry"