Into The Unknown

Chapter 48

Abigail's POV

I had been dreading this day for weeks, the last day I get to spend with Ryan before he flies to Europe and finishes the last part of his tour.

The thought of being away from him for 3 months was actually now very dominant in my mind. I am guessing he felt the same way even though he didn't say as much. In fact he wasn't saying much at all.

We had travelled to Georgia together on the tour bus. My Mom had taken Freya ahead of us so I can spend a few more days with Ryan by myself. Even though I have been dreading leaving Ryan I was also really excited about spending time with my daughter. She was staying with me in Georgia for a few weeks until her Dad cane to collect her.

"You okay baby?" Ryan whispered into my ear, we were both sat on the couch in the lounge area on the bus. It was still quite early and the others were still asleep.

"Yeah I am just trying to get my head around the thought of not seeing you everyday" I reply honestly, he sits more upright and looks straight into my eyes.

"Listen baby it's not like you won't see me or speak to me, we have cellphones and Skype. And if you need me I will come straight home"

"I know but I sometimes wish I didn't live a life like this, I wish I could be somebody else" I had been feeling this way for a while now "I'm 5 months pregnant Ryan, I need to be with you not the other side of the world calling you on skype" it was getting harder and harder for me to hold it together "I can't do this anymore"

"Hey don't ever say that, you are the strongest woman I know and if anyone has got this you have" Ryan put his hand on the side of my face and wiped a stray tear from my eye with his thumb "And it's not like it will be a solid 3 months, I will be back from Europe in 6 weeks and we can meet up for a few days"

"Yeah a few days here and there would be fine if I was just a relative or friend but I am your wife...It doesn't feel right being so far away from you"

"Do you want me to take some time off and stay in Georgia with you for a week or so" my heart screamed YES, but I knew it wasn't the right thing to do...even after a week or so the outcome would still be the same. Ryan would still have to go on tour.

What the hell is wrong with me I have never been this clingy before, mind you I haven't been in a relationship like this before either. I was being selfish...or was I "No don't be silly, you would still need to go on tour. Just ignore me baby I am full of hormones"

"Abi you are he most important thing in the world to me, and the last thing I want is to go away with you feeling like this"

"I'm not feeling anything, just pregnant and abit clingy honestly baby it's nothing. I just hate the thought of waking up without you, I have been spoilt for the past few months"

"Yeah well that makes two of us, that thought kills me too. But it won't be forever" Ryan pulled me even closer to him "We have 2 years together after the tour"

X-x-x

I had made an arrangement to meet Bill, the show producer for Vampire Stories, to discuss my return to work. Ryan was rehearsing for his show tonight while I spoke to Bill and Josh (Bill's assistant)

"It's so good to see you" Bill hugged me tightly "How are you feeling?" Bill had always been a genuine guy.

"I'm good thanks, how are you?" I replied as I took a sip from my water bottle.

"All the better for having you back on board, god Abi I have so much exciting stuff planned for your characters return" this thought excited me a little "I also wanted to talk about adding you pregnancy to the story"