*Emma's POV*
I woke up a few hours later. Why am I laying on the floor? But then it all comes crashing down, with a pain so real that I actually grab my stomach. I get up and walk upstairs. My mom's door is standing open. I tiptoe in. I walk over to the closet. My hand reaches out to feel the fabrics. I grab a sweater from the rack, and, even though its close to eighty degrees, pull it over my head. I inhale my mom's scent of pomegranates. Unable to be in this room for any longer, I run into my bedroom, and curl up in my bed.
I'm not sure how long I lay there. I get up to go the bathroom and get water, but that's it. I unplugged my clock purposefully, so I didn't know the time. My phone buzzed repeatedly, but I buried it one of my dresser drawers. My head as spinning. I was an orphan now. Technically not, but I may as well have been. Nothing mattered. What if I had stayed home from that party? I would've been here to make sure she didn't drive! I began to blame myself. This was my fault, wasn't it? I wasn't responsible. I couldn't take it anymore.
(A/N: I don't support what Emma does here, if you do this, talk to someone! But this is for story purposes only!)
I stumbled to the bathroom, and fumbled for my razor on the bathtub ledge. I grabbed it and removed the blade. The blade glinted in my fingers. I kneeled next to the tub, and sliced the blade across my wrist. I knew what would happen if I went to deep, I would bleed to death. I cut just enough so the blood started to bead out of the cut. I pressed on the cut, liking the feeling of control of pain. I was so powerless. I cut again. My head started to clear, and I realized what I was doing. Gasping, I dropped the blade. I ran downstairs to the kitchen, and wrapped a bandage around my wrist. I decided to eat something. I heated up some ramen noodles. After eating them, I went back up to bed.
A/N: As I said earlier, I don't say that what Emma does is right. But its for story purposes. Until next time!
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Nobody Can Know
Novela JuvenilEmma was just a normal girl. Until the most popular guy in her school notices her, and asks her out. On one condition. Their relationship is secret. Because other girls would hurt her. But then her mother is fired. And everything is going wrong. Joe...
