All Or Nothing

Here We Go Again

I get my keys out and unlock my front door "BYE ANDYY TEXT ME WHEN YOU GET HOME!" I shout out hoping she can hear me over her loud music she beeps the horn as waves "ALRIGHT" she shouts back. I walk in my house and take my sneakers off.

Lola runs up to me wagging her tail almost making me drop my breakfast. "Hiii my baby" I say as I pet her with my free hand - then I let her out back to go use the bathroom and play in the yard . I sit in my kitchen on the stools at the counter top and eat my food while I scroll down instagram I decide to go look on kels page . I like about 3 photos and then I swipe off her page and refresh my insta to see that Andy just posted the photo I took of her lastnight I double tap it and leave a 4 black hearts under it . I get up to throw my food away and I let Lola back in then I fed her and changed her water.

After I get done I go upstairs and take out a white tank top , yellow pajamas pants and my under garments before walking in the bathroom and turning on the shower . I get undressed and throw my clothes in the laundry Bin then i turn the water a little hotter before finally stepping in. I forgot my phone to listen to music so all I'm left with are my thoughts so I begin to remember the dream I had this morning and I felt completely embarrassed then I remembered when I masturbated to that one studs porno... what does this all mean I thought to myself - I mean what am I actually thinking the fact that I had that dream is insane - I don't even like STUDS nor my bestie like that .. when I eventually realize I was talking out loud once again! I really gotta stop doing that shit.

I get out the shower and go brush my teeth before heading in my room I make sure I put on deodorant and lotion my body up I'm not going no where so I don't necessarily need to spray cologne on but of course I still do. I walk into my bedroom and lay butt ass naked on my big king sized bed . A thought pops up in my mind "what if I do think studs are attractive"... I whisper to myself then I shout "NAH"
I get my clothes on and head downstairs , i go over towards the blinds and slide them all the way open letting the sun shine in the house then I walk over  to my grey L shaped sofa that wraps around the entire living room and I sit down turn on the tv to see Martin playing so I kept that on and went on my phone

                 •1 iMessage from My Bestie•

•My bestie• I'm home , I'm going to sleep it's tooo early I'll call you later love you

•Me• Glad you made it home safe love you too and okay!

I turn my phone off and slide it on the glass coffee table in front on me , then I grab a pillow and throw my legs up on the couch laying down flat on my back I reach up and grab the big fuzzy black blanket and I drift off to sleep.

Buzzzz buzzzzz buzzz - buzzzz buzzz buzzz -buzz buzz- "ehmmm hello?" I answered not evening checking to see who it was "Ronnie?" I hard a familiar voice say as I rub my eyes and say "yeah?" "Ayo when tf fuck are you going to stop playing - and come see me" she said . I pull the phone away from my ear wondering who the fuck this was and I see the screen  •NYLA•  I roll my eyes "girl what the fuck you mean ? you had me blocked for a week stay where u at" I say as I hang up not caring what she had to say back as I tried to take my ass to back to sleep...

I get another call Buzzzzz buzzz buzzzzz - bu - "aye ima tell you like this - you keep calling me it's gonna be a problem girl now leave me the fuck alone" I say shouting a little bit "BITCH YOU THINK YOU SMART DONT YOU !! , I TOLD YOU I WANT MY FUCKING MONEY RONNIE" oh fuck it's that man that called me a few days ago. "Who tf is this?" I say laughing tryna play shit cool. "DONT WORRY ABOUT THAT WORRY ABOUT DEPOSITING MY $75k BACK BITCH!" He shouts and I simply reply "I don't know what your talking about." "Bitch since we playing those games the ball is in my hands ima make your life a living hell since u wanna okay games , because unlike you I know about that little dirty secret you and your friend .. what's her name ANDY! Share and best believe ima play my cards right" he calmly says as he hangs up the phone .

I sit there in complete shock as I try to think of who he might be - nothing comes to mind then I sit up and grab my MacBook and plug my phone into it and try to track his number . Hmmm that's crazy it says he's here In Atlanta Georgia but I don't remember hitting anybody for no damn $75,000 especially in my own city ! Something is definitely fishy and I'm gonna get to the bottom of this find out who the fuck this weirdo is but I need the crew back together , I think it's time John payed a little visit to Atlanta .