All Or Nothing

Its Just A Number

                •RONNIES POINT OF VIEW•

I got a text from Cyrus this morning asking if I wanted to go drunk skating with her , Bam Bam and Mia later and I told her yeah. Its been two weeks since Keisha's party and we all hung out at least 5 times within those two weeks. I honestly read bam bam and Mia wrong , they're really cool people .

Me and Cyrus has gotten closer as well , she told me how she has 3 siblings but they live on the opposite side of Chicago and they are all younger then her. She also told me how her mom died in a car accident when she was 10 and she ended up being raised by her dad and his mom since then , and she also told me how Her dad is in jail for life because his opps stole $34k from him , so he kidnapped 3 of his opps and cut they're body's up . She said they still don't know where the body's are but they found the murder weapons in the back of his house.

She said she's been running the streets then. I kinda of feel bad. A few days ago I told her about how I had cancer and how I was bald and she laughed at me ! I haven't told her anything about myself since then. She says she was high and don't remember but I think she's lying.

It was about that time to get myself ready to go skating . I check the time it's 8:04pm , she's supposed to be picking me up at 8:30pm I hurry up and go jump in the shower . I decided to wear my all white tight fitted graphic shirt , a light grey jacket , and my light blue ripped skinny jeans , with my white Air Force ones. I throw my chain and bracelet on and sponge my hair up , damn I look good.

I wait downstairs in the lobby since it was raining and I wait for Cyrus to pull up. "Man I hate the rain" Cyrus says as she makes a a stink face. "Right" I say taking a shot back of grey goose. "Give me some" Cyrus says as we pull up to a red light. She turns her body and tilts her head back , and she opens her mouth. *pours* she waves her hand out for me to stop , but I already was still pouring so some spilled down on the side of her mouth.

*Gulp* she swallows the shot and hisses "ssss woo that burns" she says laughing and looking at me . I laugh and say "wait" I use the sleeve of my jacket to softly wipe the side of her mouth then down , she jumps back a little , I see her eyebrows raise in confusion , but she still lets me wipe the rest off her. *BEEEEEEEP* a car behinds us honks at us and Cyrus beeps back. *BEEEEEEEEEEP* as she continues to sit there * BEEEEEEEEEEP* the car honks again , that's when Cyrus rolls her window down and waves her gun around , she continues to wait another few few minutes before speeding off .

After 25 minutes we finally pull up to the skating ring. "Damn it's gonna be a little packed" I say looking around to the car in the parking lot . "Real shit" Cyrus says as she pulls into a parking space. "They here yet?" I say to Cyrus , "Bam just texted me back... she said they pulling up in 15 minutes" she says taking her keys out the car. I pull a blunt out my ear and look over to Cyrus , she smiles and quickly turn her car on and roll the windows down.

"Here you want this?" I say holding the blunt that quickly turned into a a roach . "Nah I'm good , OH there they go" she says as she watches Mia pull into the lot next to Cyrus's car. "Let's all take two shots" I say getting out the car . I take mines back first then I pass the bottle around. "Ight let's go"I say tossing the bottle on the passenger seat.

"How many people" the guy working says "4" Cyrus says as she pulls out some cash. "I got this" I say to her "Shit okay then" she says smiling and putting her cash back. "$43.78" he says . I pull out a $50 and wait to get my change back,  then we all got a wrist band. "What's y'all sizes" he asked . "9 in men" I say "9.5 in men" Cyrus says as she stands behind me. I can smell her Ysl cologne and man does she smell good.

We all head over to a table and put our skates on. I'm so happy they had the lights dim low , because my ass was about to be falling everywhere. "Did I mention I can't skate all like that" I say getting on my feet They all laugh at me . Mia and bam head on on the floor first. "You ready?" Cyrus says to me and I nod . By the time we did our first lap Mia and Bam was on their 3rd lap.

I finally get the hang of it after my 4th lap and start to feel the alcohol kicking in . "Here we go" I say to myself . "Excuse me" some lady says as she rides past me with her daughter. When she gets in front of me I check her ass out. I was by myself since I couldn't skate as fast as The gang.

After skating for like 15mins straight I decided to go and take a break. I skate over to our table and sit my ass down. "Woooh , shit" I say tired and out of breath. My throat feels pretty dry so I skate over to the food stand and wait in line. "Let me get a slice of pepperoni pizza and a bottle of water" I say to the lady . She takes the money and heats up a slice of pizza for me . "Thanks" I say and slowly skate back over to the table.

I sit down and begin to eat my pizza as I watched everyone skate. I noticed how fast Mia and Cyrus were going , bam was a little behind them talking to some girl with a thick fro. "Why you sitting alone?" I turn my head to see a stud standing by my table. I swallow the pizza that was in my mouth "My friends are out on the floor" I say as I noticed the stud has big black eyes with long lashes.

She got her hair tied up in a ponytail , she had a nice clean shape up , she had a slim nose with a small nose ring and medium silver gauges in her ears , her lips were big and reddish pink , she had on a white tight belly shirt showing off her silver belly ring , she had on light blue skinny jeans and some all white high top converse with the roller skates in her hands.

"Well I wouldn't have left you alone if I were them" she says smiling at me. "I'm Willow Monroe" she says as she holds her hands out to shake mine I see she got her nails done all black with some designs on them, and she has a few tattoos on her arms. "I'm Ronnie" I say back.

"Willow come onnn" i hear a girl shout , I look a bit past willow and seen two older girls maybe in their late 20s standing in there skates waiting. "I just thought you looked real pretty" she says pulling out a card from her pocket. "My cell phone number is on the back I hope to hear from you Ronnie" she says walking away "Yo ,Who was that?" Cyrus says skating over to the table with Mia and bam right behind her.

"She was just asking if I had weed on me" I quickly say lying my ass off. But I honestly can't even process what just happened , I mean the stud called me pretty and gave me her number I thought , Hell I'm not even sure if she was a stud , she was very girly looking but she had a hairline.