All Or Nothing

Tense

                              •CYRUS POV•

   I felt something gently touch my arm and I jump up looking at my surroundings and Ronnie was the first thing I saw and I felt my body relax, I forgot where I was for a second... "Come on" she said in a low tone. "Why are we at a hotel??" I asked clearing my throat I sat up in my seat pushing the button on the side to move the seat back in place. I looked at my phone that was still connected, we had a little over 3 hours left she wasn't even driving that long "I'm tired" she says yawning, ughh Im sick of hotels...

  "Okay well I'll drive us lay in the back or something I wanna go home" I said feeling a little cold "I already paid for it while you was sleep" she said sounding as if she weren't tired anymore, I didn't feel like arguing with her so I grabbed my phone off the stand and she opened up her door getting out, after I got what I needed I closed the door behind me. "Here" she says passing me the keys so I could lock my car. I grab it from her warm hands before clicking locking it using the button attached to the key.

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   I watched as Ronnie walked over to her nightstand turning the light on and I sat on my bed no longer that tired since I had to walk in the cold. "I could've got us back..." I said pulling my phone out scrolling through my iMessage reading the traps I missed today. "I know but I just wanted to get out that car my body hurts" she says, I didn't look up from my phone "You drove like over 12 hours to get from Atlanta to Chicago shut up folks" I said a little harsher than I wanted. I heard her chuckling "I didn't have a choice though.." She said and I looked up from my phone over towards her nodding my head slowly, that was true she didn't have a choice.

A few moments go by and she clears her throat "So, you sure you're okay? You been... a little quite since we left your grandmas house" I bite my lip and squint my eyes lightly "Mmhm" I responded not wanting to talk about it "You sure? You know I'm always here, I truly don't mind—" she said before I cut her off "I said I'm fine, stop asking me shit" I said watching her lips curled into a frown, as she plopped down on her bed making it creak quietly, I felt a little sad and my heart beat faster—but why?!

    We both sat in silence for a couple minutes before she gets up, I'm guessing to use the bathroom. And Before I knew it I felt the other side of my bed sink in... what the fuck, I turn my head seeing Ronnie with her back against the headboard and I quickly turned my head back before she saw the smirk on my face, does she wanna sleep in my bed? Not gonna fool myself it felt so good sleeping with her the other day—natural even. "My bed creeks too much" she said randomly, her voice a little shaky and I chuckled.

    I felt the bed moving and I turned my body this time watching as slipped one of her shoes off showing her bright white socks then it occurred to me I never seen her feet before, I wonder if she has pretty toes, she has nice nails so I'd imagine, she starts on the other foot and I watch as she walks the shoes putting them in the closet on the shelf. She always did that whenever we stayed at a hotel, even when I first met her when she lived in that hotel for months, I'm glad she got out that place. "Like what you see?" She says smirking at me as she walked back towards the bed and I snap out my thoughts "W-what? I was daydreaming.." I said and she gave me a face like she didn't believe me "Could've just said yes" she said.

    I mean she wasn't wrong— I do like what I see what's not to like?! But she doesn't have to hear that? No— not now at least. I felt my heart beating faster as I glanced over at her she was biting her lip, eyes low and on me! Why is she looking at me like that... I felt my stomach tingle as if I were on a roller coaster about to go down "You look a little tense" She said and I looked at her confused for a split second "Tense?" I questioned she nod her head "Yeah.. can I massage you?" she asked a little quieter. My eyes shot side to side quickly and then back a her feeling shocked a bit "I guess?" It came out more as a question, her eyebrow shot up quickly but I turned around before she could say anything else.

    I felt her slowly creep up behind me ... "Can you take this off ?" She whispered softly tugging at my thin black coat, my heart skipped a beat. I unzipped my coat and pulled at the sleeve first before it slides off "This too" she said and I knew she was talking about the black polo hoodie I had on, I toss my coat on her bed and repeated the same process. I felt a little cold but my body quickly adjusted to the room's temperature once I felt Ronnies hand on the back of my neck.. they were soft and warm which I didn't understand giving we just came from outside a few minutes ago.

    She used her thumb and pressed it into my neck, slowly rubbing circles as she moved her way up to the top. I felt my cheeks flush but didn't pay it any mind, she began using both thumbs and I felt my body becoming much more comfortable. I closed my eyes and allowed the feeling to sink in.. everything around me seemed quite. After a few minutes she slowly creeped down to my shoulders, I felt her grip become a little more tighter as she cuffed my shoulders pressing her hands into them as she went in bigger circles. Damn this feels good.. her hands are gifts from angels because there's no way— this massage should feel this good!

    I felt my body go into a trance, like nothing else matters around me.. I swore I even could see sparks in the everlasting darkness as my eyes are damn near glued shut, I just focused on her powerful hands and the amazing feeling that came with it. I could seem the vanilla scent coming from her body along with the fruity smell of starburst coming from her mouth, when I gave her a couple in the lobby.  She smells delicious, she always did—stop stop stop! I shake the thoughts away and, I felt her stop but I didn't pay it any mind, my eyes were shut and I was just taking in the moment.. then she started back up.

    "Does this feel okay?" She asked and I nod my head lightly "Yeah.. it does" I mumbled, eye still closed. I felt her hand move down to the middle of my back and I jumped a little but didn't move. Then suddenly her body heat felt closer that's when I realized she was now right behind me breathing down my neck, my eyes sprung open and my breathing picked up the pace, she kept rubbing me moving back up to my shoulder and I almost let out a moan??! Fuck Cyrus keep it together... I felt my face become hot.

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