All Or Nothing

Acting Weird

•RONNIES POINT OF VIEW•

It's been about 2 hours since Cyrus left , she hasn't called to check in on me like she said and I actually feel some type of way about that. I called John after she left and he's been here with me ever since. "Hey do you want anything for the vending machine?" He says looking at me , maybe just a water I say wiping my tears away. "Okay I'll be right back it's just down the hall" he says as he stands up and walks away.

I pull my phone out to see if Cyrus even texted me , nope nothing ! I can't believe her , I toss my phone aside and look up at the tv to see a lifetime movie playing. John tapped me on my shoulder "Here" he says giving me a water and a honey bun. "Thanks" I say grabbing the stuff . I drink some water and open the honey bun "I wonder who even stabbed her in the first place" he says taking a bite of his snickers.

My stomach turns in knots when he said that . I started to cry again. "Shit sorry Ron.." he says leaning over to rub my back. "I just can't believe this like why Andy?! She does nothing to nobody!" I say sobbing even louder . "Yeah.." John says and I hear him take another bite of his snickers and it makes me sick. I grab my phone and run to the bathroom that was two halls down.

I get in the bathroom and lean up against the door to the stall I was in. I didn't wanna bend down unless I was sure something was gonna come up. I start do feel myself hyperventilating, I can't breathe! I thought to myself as I quickly run out the stall and over to the sink , splashing cold water on my face as I cry . Nothing felt real at the moment. I try to calm myself down before I have to head out.

As I walk out I feel my phone ringing in my back pocket , I pull it out seeing it was Cyrus and I didn't even hesitate to answer. "Hey? How's everything with your friend??" She says and I feel my heart ache "I -uhh - I'm not sure yet , we didn't hear anything back yet.." I say sounding extremely upset "Oh well.. I'm sure she will be fine-" she says before I cut her off "Where was she stabbed do you know?" I say hoping it was her arm or leg.. "Uhhhh no.." she says .

"Okay well I'll let you go.. I was just calling to check in" she says and I get even more upset "Fine whatever!" I say sounding clearly irritated "Why you saying that??" She says "I just need someone to be here for me" I say genuinely meaning it "I don't do hospitals" Cyrus says nonchalantly "Never mind" I say blowing my nose in the tissue I had in my pocket .

"We can smoke in the parking lot in my car if you want?" She says "Ok" I say nonchalantly "Okay I'll be there in an hour" she says "Ok" I say as I hang up. I shove my phone back in my pockets and finish walking back to the waiting room where I see a doctor talking to John , I jog over to them.

"What happened how is she?!" I say looking back and forth to the doctor and John . "Well I was just telling your friend.. we ran into some complications dur-" I cut him off "WHA- WHAT DO YOU MEAN?!" I say as I start to feel my body get hot my stomach turn "She had a seizure while in your other friends car and we tried everything we could to save her.." he says and I start to zone out .

I rub my head "What happened?" I ask looking around seeing a few nurses and that doctor in my face "You greened out for like 7 minutes" John says
"Its perfectly common.. giving the unfortunate news you we're just giving" the doctor says as she holds up a small flashlight and shines it in my eyes "Okay nurses she's all good thank you" the doctor says as she nods her head for them to leave.

"You can see if her you'd like she's in room 302" the doctor says giving me a half smile as she helps me up. "Let's go see her, real fast" John says walking over to me . As he touched my arm I get this cold chill down my spine "I'm good! I'll see her on my own time!" I say snatching my arm from him. He gives me a half smile "I'm sorry I must go , here's my card" she says handing it to me and giving me a smile before walking off.

"I can't believe Andy died!" John says sitting down on the chair. I don't say anything to him I just walk away . I find and elevator and clicked the 3 floor. I don't know if I can see her like this! My best friend Andy is gone. I don't think I can truly rap my head around this I thought to myself as I hear the door open.

I step off and slowly walk over to the door on the right . Seeing a white cloth over a body in a quite room. I sigh before walking in. My legs wobble each step I take . I breathe in a deep breath before exhaling. I quickly take the white cloth off seeing Andy's purple looking body lye on the cold metal table. I start to cry so loud I know the whole floor heard me but I didn't care !

My only friend how could I allow this to happen ! It was never supposed to be you lying here , I cry some more as I examine her new scar that leads across her stomach , my poor best friend was stabbed and I didn't even notice because I was too busy worrying about the wrong shit! I could I even live without Andy !! She's all I knew , she's been my best friend my family forever and I didn't even get to tell her how much I love her and appreciate her being my friend in this lifetime.

I cry even more before I hear the door open , I didn't even care to see who it was. "Oh Andy..." John says , I turn around to see him with his head down and hands covering his face . I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him giving him a hug. "Can't believe she was stabbed!" He says and I freeze up .

"Who told you she was stabbed?" I say slowly leaning back from him "You did when you called me.." he says giving me a confused look "No I didn't, I just said something happened to Andy come to the hospital and I sent you my location.." I say looking at him "Oh well I must've heard it from the nurse" he says shrugging his shoulders and I just felt off from him in that moment .

"I gotta use the bathroom" I say looking over to the door and he doesn't move so I try to step around him
"I can come with you" he says and I look at him spooked a bit "Uhh I'm good John I'll be right back" I say squeezing past him to get to the door. Thank god it was unlocked I speed walk down the hall and to the elevator. John is acting weird and I don't like it!

I wait for the elevator to open and hop on , as it starts to close I see John come out the room "Oh  Ron wait for me!" He says jogging down the hall , I don't say anything, I just hoped that these door shut faster! "Ron wait!" He says running a little faster *Ding* the elevator door shuts as soon as he get closer and I let out the biggest sigh.

I pull my phone out to see Cyrus giving me a call , thank god! "Yo I'm about to be there in 2 mins" she says as I answer "Okay , I thought you said an hour?" I say sounding confused "I decided to come sooner" she says and I half smile to myself "Okay I'll be out there waiting" I say as the door opens back up to the waiting room.