All Or Nothing

I Want Out 

-Ring ring ring ,ring ring ri- "Heyy bestie your finally up" Andy shouts out. I start to speak until I realize I hear loud music coming from my phone . "Andy where are you" I say . "Nigga I'm at club 9 come slide on me , the bitches is outcheaaa" she laughs , I hear one girl say "daddy can we go back to your place" to Andy . "I'll just call you later A" I say a little sad . "Alrighty Ron Ron I love you man I'll talk to you later" she hangs up the phone and I sigh . I wonder who that was I thought to myself .

I see my glass still half full , I take a chug of the vodka and then turn the tv off. I walk in the kitchen and I grab some dog chow i yell for Lola . Lola is my 2 year old Rottweiler. "Lolaaa come eat" I put the dog chow into her bowl as she comes running around the corner excited wagging her tail. I walk over to the cabinet a grab a small bag of Doritos before heading upstairs to my bedroom.

I finish eating the chips and I pick out my outfit for bed. I grab my towel and go into the bathroom that's in my room , I turn the water on hot and I take off my shorts. I take off my black beater , as soon as I start to remove my sports bra I hear my phone ringing .

I pick up the phone to see it's john giving me a call back . I immediately swipe over.. "Hey Ron what's up with you , everything cool?" He says calmly. "Man nah some nigga called my phone threatening to kill me he said something about I took money from him" I shout . "Wait calm down what the hell are you talking about" I repeat myself again but more calmly . "Well I'm not sure who that was but I wouldn't trip about it if I were you Ron you know I got your back" he says .

"It's not about that John , who the hell was that man and how'd he find out my damn name, I thought you took care of the deposit for me" I say "Ron I did I wouldn't give out your name or mines to anyone that's just fucking stupid" he says. "Yeah well I'm fucking done this time Im not doing that shit anymore" I had saved up my money over the years so I'm more then okay. "Ron what the fuck , you can't just walk away from our business are you insane" he screams "we worked to hard for us to stop now" . "No John I'm done , I'm sorry but I can't keep getting these threatening calls what if someone finds out who I truly am , I mean this guy knows my damn first name if he finds out the rest id be fucked"

"Ron just listen to me , please don't do this , I need you" he begs me once again . "Bro i can't do it anymore im sorry , your gonna have to do it without me " I hang up the phone and turn it on DND.

I finish taking off my bra and slide down my boxers. I look in the mirror and smile at my naked body. I slide the glass door open and step into the steamy shower . I grab my men's body wash and pours some on my rag , I wash my body for about 15 mins and then I shut the water off.

I step out the shower and reach for my towel . I go to the bathroom sink and grab my tooth brush and I brush my teeth. I put on deodorant , lotion , and cologne before heading back into my bedroom. I throw on a tank top and boxers . And turn on the tv to SpongeBob and before I knew it I drifted off to sleep.