All Or Nothing

Tone

                             •RONNIES POV•

I woke up to the door being shut, I opened my eyes to the peaceful neighborhood around me, realizing how dark it got I looked up through my window seeing Cyrus and Ciani walking up the long driveway with bags in each hand, I wonder what her sister does... this is a nice neighborhood. I looked at the Mercedes and a brand new GMC truck, at least the young girl will have a better life here hopefully, my thoughts get interrupted by the car opening again.. it was Ciani grabbing a book bag out of the back seat "See ya" she said and I smiled and waved bye before she shut the door.

I pull my phone out seeing it was about to be 9pm we've been in the car all day and I wanna lay down properly in bed ! But If I'm tired— I can only imagine how Cyrus feels, I wonder if she'd let me massage her I just wanna make her feel good. I started to think about her warm lips, feels like it's been a century since the last time we kissed.. the way she looked when she got back in her car from her grandmas— Damn I really like her, I just want to hold her and break through some walls she's got built up but I know that will take time.

I look down at my phone seeing it was now 9:13pm Cyrus been in there for almost 20 minutes now and I'm debating on texting her, wondering if she was okay... I'll give it two minutes— I look up seeing the front door open, a dark skin girl with a bonnet stood on the porch in a pink robe chatting with Cyrus.. I'm guessing that's her older sister Cierra, they don't look alike.. she wasn't tall like Cyrus she stood a few inches shorter then me, I watched as they hugged each other and Cyrus began walking to the car the same time Cierra went into the house.

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"I liked her" I spoke after a while of riding in silence, I looked over at her and she had another confused look on her face "Ciani?" She asked side eyeing me and I shook my head Yes "Yeah she's cool, she just runs her mouth too much I had to tell her about that shit once we got in the house." She said with irritation in  her voice and I honestly don't blame her for that, she can't be talking like that in front of just anybody. "Mmm, are you okay? You seem on edge since we left ya grandma house" I asked watching as she put her turning signal on before making a right turn pulling into a gas station.

"I'm fine, do you want anything?" She asked sounding exhausted "I'm coming in" I said looking back at her and I heard her mumble something before opening her door, I wanted to ask her to repeat herself but she was already out the car about to shut the door. I walked up to the door as Cyrus held it for me "Thanks" I said and she looked away. She barely looked at me all day what the hell.. I mentally rolled my eyes and walked over towards the refrigerators grabbing a water bottle before making my way down the snack isle.

By the time he got done bagging my things, I walked out to Cyrus was pumping her gas, I watched as she had her back turned she looked good even from a far standing tall over her car. I walked up around the car to her she didn't even look like she was scared which wasn't shocking and yet here I am with butterflies in my stomach just at the sight of her "You getting in the car? Or you gonna keep staring at me like a goofy" she said biting the inside of her cheek I could smell the cologne coming from her— almost like a rich scent of cherry or something, Not sure but I wanted nothing more but to kiss her..

"Can you get in the fuckin car, you don't have a coat on, You can get sick.." she said in a soft yet demanding tone, I felt my heart drop to my ass— what the fuck was that! I try to hide the smile that tried to appear, while opening up the door and getting in, she never spoke like that to me— not in that tone ! I wonder if that's how she was speaking to these bitches, Mm I wouldn't be surprised, it's like she spoke directly to my soul got my insides tingling— my thoughts get interrupted by her shutting the tank and quickly walking around to her side, opening the door and getting in. I bite the inside of my cheek trying to hide my was blushing, joke was on me she didn't even look over at me.

"I got you a pack of starburst, I think I remember you saying that's your favorite candy right?" I asked holding the candy out in front of her "Yeah, thanks" she replied taking the candy out of my hand. She pushes the car on and rolls her shoulders in small circles "Do you want me to drive?" I asked, she doesn't seem like the type to allow other people to drive her car— "Yeah, I'm tired" She says "O- okay, let's switch seats then" I said surprise filling my voice, she opened her door and I did the same.

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Cyrus ended up falling asleep a little over and hour ago and I was left listening to music by myself, every now and then I looked over and watched her sleep, she looked so peaceful.. I know she didn't expect any of that to take place today and neither did I even though I barely know what happened I could tell something did.. is it selfish of me, I really just enjoyed being around her all day even tho seems been down in the dumps.. I looked over at her again for which had to be the 30th time but I couldn't help it! She just looked like a perfect angel.. from her natural long thick eyelashes down to her golden brown skin that glistened in the moonlight, to the beauty marks that laid upon that perfect face.. she just stunning to look at, I smile before looking back at the road, don't wanna crash with my baby inside I thought glancing over at her one last time.

        •Here's two chapters for y'all ❤️•