All Or Nothing

Its been a while

•RONNIES POV•

I hung out with Jordan and Mira earlier today for an hour or so, we grabbed lunch and talked. Though I had my jacket zipped all the way up the entire time so Mira wouldn't notice the marks on my neck, she has a habit of being nosy which I don't mind that much, surprisingly.. but I don't want her trying to connect dots since Cyrus is the only other person I truly be with— I mean It's been a while since I heard from John, I'll give it a little longer before I decide to reach out to him. I still think about what Cyrus said and I wanna have that conversation with him about the last transaction we did that ruined my life..

I mean yes, It's true they could've traced back the Sim ID to the computer but that's almost impossible, One, given the type of computer it is and Two, my experience and knowledge about moving money into different accounts, I would know! I'm the one who put, him and Andy onto it even tho Andy told me I shouldn't have told him about it because he might get greedy.. Sometimes I think if it wasn't for me Andy would still be here. I hear a soft knock at the door I swiftly shake the thoughts away knowing it's Cyrus, she told me she was pulling up in a few minutes.

I rapidly throw the blanket off my legs and jump up from the couch, I walk over towards the long mirror hanging up on the wall and began fluffing my hair a little, Then I stroll over towards the door and swung it open. Cyrus stood there in a grey Gallery hoodie, a black new balance skullcap hat, and all black sweatpants, with her book bag behind her. She had a blunt on top of both her ears Damn she looked good— "Uhh can you move.." she says snapping me out my thoughts by walking past me. Fuck I gotta chill.. I quickly shut and lock the door behind me then spin around to Cyrus who walked towards the couch.

"What you do today?" She asked taking her bag off from around her shoulder's and setting it on the side of the couch. I walked towards the big bean bag and plopped down "Nothing.. went out to Lunch with Jordan and Mira.. went and got a few things and came home what about you?" I asked watching as her face expression changed swiftly once I mentioned Jordan. She clearly doesn't like either of them but especially Jordan.. and I don't have a clue why. She cleared the throat "Uh huh..What did you eat?" She asked without looking at me as she typed rapidly on her phone.

"We went and got some tacos from that food truck.. shit what's the name of it.. uhh.." I tried to think but my mind was completely blank "José Taco truck?" She asked putting her phone down to look at me "Y-yeah how'd you know?" I asked raising my eyebrow at her in confusion. She shrugs "Everybody knows him he famous in the west side for them tacos, they good as fuck.. especially them Birria tacos with the sauce damn u should've got me some" she says chuckling and Smile "My fault, shit it's not that far you wanna go get some?" I snickered but she quickly shook her head no "I'm fuckin with you" she said going back on her phone.

I knew she was but still, maybe I'm just saying that because I'm excited about her liking me back! Now that I think about it, I've been happy like this since this morning... "Anyways did you eat?" I asked fixing my self in the chair. "I had a breakfast sandwich and hash brown this morning" she says looking towards me before looking back at her phone. Who the hell is she texting— "Oh and I forgot I had a fruit smoothie from Wawa" she said looking focused now, as she typed on her phone. I couldn't help but wonder who's in that phone "Are you okay?" Worry feeling my words as I spoke.

"Mhm" she mumble as she bit her bottom lip making it a little reddish.. that didn't convince me though "Are you sure?" I asked once more "Yes.. why does everyone keep asking me that today?!" She said sounding a little frustrated yet calm. "Well who else asked you that?" I questioned and she looked... Overwhelmed? "What's going on?" I asked her "I feel.. embarrassed about what I told you this morning." She replied moving her eyes side to side. "Okay.. why do you feel embarrassed? Did I do something?" I asked placing my hand over my heart, and I felt it pick up the pace "N-no.. your just.. I— haven't told anyone I l-like them in a while.." she says rubbing the back of her neck.

"What about Zoey? Wasn't you with her for a while?" I asked, trying to hide the smile that grew on my face by biting my cheek. "Yeah, but I don't think I liked her.." She said bluntly in a low tone. The smile I tried to hide was now wide and I felt myself blushing. "Damn your not even drunk yet and your telling me how you feel.. I'm fuckin with this!" I said and she rolled her eyes rapidly with a smirk on her pink lips and got up from couch. "Where the drink?" She questioned "In the freezer" I said with the smile still spread on my face, I watch as she walks towards the kitchen.

She didn't even like Zoey all that time But she tells me she likes me.. oh of course my insides a melting a like butter on a hot day! Fuck why does she do this too me?! I must be a sucker for affection right now because the way I feel hot just by being around her is insane. "You wanna smoke first?" She asked coming back out with two red cups and the bottle of Don I her hand. I quickly turn my head stopping myself from jumping on her and giving her a million kisses. "Yeah we can go in my room and smoke" I say in a low tone but loud enough for her to hear. I watch as she walks towards the hallway and then disappears, I slowly get up and tame the smile that lingers on my face. I took a deep breath— "Can you bring my bag for me" she asked, of course I can Bae! Baby! Bookie! Is what I wanted to say but instead I don't say anything at all.

•Ronnie don't play bout that girl 😭😭🤏🏾•

•This is chapter 115.. where you think it's gonna stop👀?•