All Or Nothing

The Devil

•CYRUS POV•

"Are you going in?" Ronnie asked... I've been waiting outside my granny's house for 4 minutes now stuck in a trance. I debated whether I wanted to even see my grandmas face, I couldn't stand being around her and I'm sure she feels the same way about me "I don't know" I mumbled looking in my rear view mirror at the car pulling up behind me. I look over at the small house I once grew up in and all the memories of me getting beat came flooding my brain.

I shake the thoughts away and I guess Ronnie could tell something was wrong "You look like your gonna throw up are you good?" concern filling her voice as she spoke, I quickly shook my head yes and opened up my door I shouldn't waist anymore time I need to get this done now. I felt Ronnie softly grab my arm pulling me back in the car a little and I tensed up but quickly allowed it to fall I looked at her confused, Trying to read her face but I couldn't "If you don't wanna go in then just call her and tell her your friend is here to help— if that's fine with you" she says I could tell she was being genuine, like she naturally always is.

I felt a smile creep up on my face and it showed before I could stop it, she smiled back at me and I felt my stomach tingle— Cyrus let's go a voice in my head shouted, I stared Ronnie in her eyes for a few moments before fully getting out the car, her arm moved slowly off of mine and her touched lingered till I reached the door of hell. I took a deep breath before walking in and being hit with a over bearing smell of cigarettes and alcohol.

"Cyrus? Oh wow you look different.." she spoke with venom, I scanned the place, everything looked the way just as when I left— "So, what you can't speak now?! Don't disrespect me!" She said looking back at the TV "Where's Mar'Ciani?" I said sternly walking into the house a little more "Packing her shit up! That little bitch really tried me.. she's luckily she wasn't you or I would've went upside that hoes head— disrespecting me inside my house!" She yelled. "I wish you would touch Ciani bitch! I'll treat you like these niggas out here and as far as what I had to deal with living with you, your lucky I let that shit go—" I shouted back before she cut me off...

"What about what I had to deal with ?! While your mother practically killed herself and my son— going to jail for murder not to mention my poor husband passing away—You sat here and ate the food I brought you, the clothes I brought you, the roof I provided—" I cut her off "Yeah and all that shit stopped as early as it came— then you abused me stupid ass hoe! You stopped caring for me—hell your self a long time ago when that rapist ass husband of yours died fuck that nigga where's my sister!" I shouted ! I refuse to allow this bitch sit here and flip this shit on me like she always did ! I'm not a fucking child no more... the last time I spoke to her was at my brothers funeral and she of course blamed me the whole time.

"Ciani hurry up!" I shouted and I heard a door swing open from upstairs following some footsteps "You need to go be baptized, child you are the devil and I rebuke you! Lord she just don't know.." She said and I couldn't help but laugh, she always said that when she had nothing else to say... "I rebuke you too bitch! You better be thankful I ain't come tear your old ass up yet" I said opening the front door for Mar'Ciani. She looked nervous and I truly felt bad I didn't come sooner for her, but truth is— I'm afraid I'll kill my own grandma for all the shit she's done to me.

I felt a chill run through my body as my adrenaline started to pump I told Ciani to set the bags down and get the rest of her things— I can't go back in that house other wise I will kill her.I open up the trunk and set the bags in, the wind picked up and I threw my hood up and waited for my sister to come out with the rest of her things.

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•RONNIES POV•

So after sitting in the car in silence for 20 minutes Cyrus finally spoke and asked her little sister if she was hungry and she said yes so know we're going to Burger King and it silent again... "So" I said turning my head towards Cyrus who looked at me confused, I looked in the back seat and she sat behind Cyrus with her seat belt on and I was shocked, I didn't expect her to look so much like Cyrus! Only difference is her hair is long and curly but black and pink.

"Wow she looks just like you" I said looking back at Cyrus "Everybody always say that" Ciani said "No they don't, shut up" Cyrus said in a joking tone "Yes they do, even granny thinks that" she mumbled and I felt the energy shift... I heard yelling earlier coming from the house but I couldn't make out what they were saying. "Granny said you be selling and stuff" Ciani said and I glanced at Cyrus who looked like she was focused on something else. "She said you killed her husband but I know that's not true—" She said before Cyrus held her hand up "Ciani I don't give a fuck what that bitch said—stop talking about it now" she grunt in a tone that scared even me.

We got our food and headed back on the road I could tell what ever happened in that house had a big effect on Cyrus but I also knew not to ask her about it— not now at least. She turned on the radio so I guess it was less awkward but I just felt bad, clearly their grandma is the problem... but why the hell would Cyrus kill her husband that's a wild accusation to make... I need to make sure she's okay once we drop her sister off.