All Or Nothing

We Inna Raq !

I get back to my room and began to take my clothes off , I dig in my pocket pulling out the card willow gave me and seen it said professional art teacher at rainbow academy. So she a art teacher , Hmm That's pretty cool I always loved a great painting I thought to my self. I quickly took a shower and went to bed.

•The next day•

I wake up to Bam FaceTiming the group chat . "Yoo I heard JM back down here Cyrus!" Bam Bam says shouting through the phone "OH YEAH?! WHERE HE AT?!" Cyrus says as she jumps up outta bed. "I heard nigga moved to the outskirts, you think he heard about his bitch?" Bam bam quickly says "NIGGA I DONT KNOW" Cyrus says and as she hangs up the phone .

"She always bitching bout something" Mia says , I hang up the phone and try to go back to sleep. After tossing and turning for a few minutes I decided to get up and go brush my teeth. After I get done I head to the balcony and go smoke. I pull the card out my robe and decide to give willow a call.

"Hello?" I hear a soft voice say through the phone "Uhhhh" I begin to speak. "Who is this?" She then says "Its -uhh it's Ronnie from last night" I say slapping myself on the fore head , fuck I feel so stupid , maybe it was too soon to call. "Oh hi you , I didn't think you'd actually call" she says sounding a bit excited. "Why'd you think that" I quickly shoot back. "You just don't give me that vibe" she says chuckling a little .

"But I'm glad you called , but I actually have a class to teach in a few minutes and I must get ready... can I call you back later?" She says sounding a bit sorry "Oh yeah I'm sorry I should've just texted you in the first place , sure yeah just give me a call later" I say scratching my head as I pace back and forth . "It's perfectly Okay Ronnie , I'll give you a call later talk soon" she says as she hangs up.

I'm happy I'm making some new friends I thought to myself as I get another call. Private number , who the hell may this be I thought to myself as I clicked decline. Maybe I should check my instagram and let Andy know I'm okay I mean it has been a few weeks. I pull my phone out and log into instagram.

•209 messages from Andy•

•10 messages from John•

I click Andy's name and open the messages , I didn't want to read them because I know they would make me feel more guilty then I already am , they still have no clue about what happened back at the farm house with me and my so called brother. I honestly don't even like thinking about that night , I wish I can erase it all from my memory.

I give Andy a call *ring ring ring , ring ring ring ri-*
"Hello?" I hear a girl I don't recognize say. "Umm is Andy around ? "She's asleep" the girl says and then I hang up and decide to give John a call. *ring ring ring -ri* "RONNIE?!" I hear him say "hey nigga how's it going" I say "shit everything cool , not sure if you knew but I wanted to tell you me and Andy left the A .. we inna raq now" he says calmly .

My heart starts to race , shit I didn't know he was coming back I thought to myself. "You there Ron?" I hear him say "yeah yeah sorry , so y'all moved ? Since when ?" I ask him "shit we been here for like a week now" he says . "Oh okay that's what's up bro , I just wanted to hear your voice ... I gotta go tho love you" I say "wait Ronnie - where are you?" I hear him say , I don't reply I simply hang up the phone.

Shit how can I be this stupid and come to the same city John moved to , I slap my forehead and sigh. I truly hope I don't run into them I thought to myself . I go back into the room and start to pack my things up since I had to check out today.

I have the money for a house but I don't know if I should purchase it now that I know John and Andy are here.Then again maybe I should just link up with them , maybe i will I thought to myself as I fold my clothes up and stuff them in my big duffel bag .

I finish loading all of my things into my car , making sure I shut the trunk. I get in my car and sigh , okay what now I say to myself. Maybe I should stay with Cyrus for a few days.. I call her phone *ring ring -beep beep beep* she declines my call. Well that's , that I guess another hotel it is.

I pull my phone out and go to google to search for other hotels . As I scroll for about 4 mins I get a FaceTime call from Cyrus "whats good folks" she says a she inhales her blunt . "Shit nothing , I was tryna see if that offer still stands , can I crash with you for a few days?" I say smiling at her as she scrunches her face up .

"Hoe duhh , I just got my bitch coming over later today" she says as she smirks and bites her bottom lip "aight nigga I don't care that u boo'd up" I say as we both laugh "slide thru" she says , she hangs up the phone and I make my way over to her house not needing to use my GPS , I'm starting to know my way around.