All Or Nothing

You Never Asked

    
                                 •CYRUS POV•

Ronnie asked if I can drive her car and I told her sure , only because she paid for all this.. I thought to myself "So where you wanna eat?" I ask adjusting the seat as I spoke , "They got a Chick-Fil-A near by .. Shake Shack..  Raising Can-" Ronnie says before I cut her off "We're going to Chick-Fil-A Foe" I say  as I grab her phone out of her hand and click on the address "Like you hungry as shit!" Ronnie says and I chuckle to myself as I went to Maps and put in Chick- Fil-A "And it's one 8 minutes away" I say getting comfy in the passenger seat.

I go to Ronnie's Apple Music and put on Veeze before putting my arm around her seat and turning my body slightly to make sure I could back out "I got a camera in the back" she says "I don't need that" I say as I slowly begin to back out of the parking lot. "What song is this?" Ronnie asks , and I look over at her "You like it? It's called Jonesboro by thug" I say turning it up a little more as I focused on the road , I could see her out the side of my eye bopping her head to it and I wanted to laugh at how hard she was going.

"That song reminded me of the time me Andy and John tried to make a song , the beat kinda sounded like that... I kept laughing because it was the first time I ever smoked with them so they said I kept blacking in and out so we couldn't do it .. and then I  got caught by our foster Dad" Ronnie says and I felt my stomach ache when she mentioned John. I look out my window trying not to think about his face . "You good? You look a little pale" Ronnie says sounding concerned , I nod my head quickly "I'm fine.. how'd you get caught?" I ask as I made a turn into the Chick-Fil-A parking spot "I walked in the house and he was in the living room and He asked me to grab him a beer out the fridge and seen my eyes.. he didn't really care though , we just got yelled at" She says and I laughed "Dumb , so did you wanna go in?" I ask and she nods .

"One 12 count chicken nugget with a large fry , Mac and cheese and a large lemonade, and she wants the.. grilled club chicken sandwich right?" I say looking back at Ronnie "Yeah" she says as her eyes lit with excitement , "Yeah a grilled club chicken sandwich with large fry and lemonade lemme get a couple Chick-Fil-A sauces and Some Polynesian sauce, Oh! she wanted a cookie as well" I said to the cashier , he reads my order back to me and told me the total "What's the name ?" He says and I tell him Ronnie before getting out of line and taking a seat where Ronnie was .

"I'm fucking hungry" I say taking a seat on the opposite side of the bench "They'll be done with it soon.." Ronnie says , I pick my head back up and nod "How old are your other siblings?" She asked me by surprise , "I got a little sister who's about 14 now she lives with my grandma , then I got a older sister who's 34 she lives her husband in Detroit we all got the same mom different dads , now my brother who passed , we both share the same dad but he had a different mom" I say , when I finally looked up Ronnie was staring at me "What?" I asked "Nothing.. you just never told me that" she says and I laugh "You never asked" I say biting my bottom lip.

Ronnie comes back with the food and I immediately dig in. "What's their names?" She asks after a few minutes "Cierra and Ciani" I say after I swallowed my food . I pick up a fry and dip it in my sauce before eating it , "Your brother-" she cuts me off before I could finish "John was my only brother figure , and me and him aren't on good terms right now..." she says and I got a little frustrated , "Johns a fuckin Goofy" I say with a deeper tone , I noticed her face scrunch up "Aye is you cool?" I say getting a little louder "Are you? Stop acting as if you don't know me and John history.. I literally grew up with the nigga Cyrus." She says looking at me as she took a sip of her drink.

I felt my nerve in my nose twitch , I open my mouth slightly but I don't say anything . I can't tell her I killed him , she'd hate me. "I don't wanna get into this with you .. especially not on my birthday weekend" she says quietly as she takes a fry and dips it in my sauce , I watch as she eats it "Why didn't you tell me about your birthday" I say feeling a little bad "You never asked" she says sounding sarcastic while using my line on me , I roll my eyes at her and finish eating.

We get in the car and settle in "What now.." I say sitting in the driver seat "We got a night activity back at the skiing place but that's not till 9:30.. it's only 5:27" she says "So is your birthday today or tomorrow?" I asked going completely off topic "Tomorrow" she says and I nod "Damn gang.. I wished you told me sooner I would've got you something" I say fixing the back of my earring "It's cool I'm just glad you came with me , I didn't wanna come alone.." she says giving me a small smile and I smiled back but quickly stopped once I realized what I was doing.

"Alright well since it's your birthday I guess I'll apologize for being mean in the restaurant a couple minutes ago" I say starting her car up , I feel a warm hand touch mines and I froze , and side eyed her "Thank you for that!" She said in a sarcastic way as she laughed I paid close attention to her bright teeth , I never noticed how perfect they were , I looked up at her slim small nose , noticing a tiny beauty mark on her side of her right nostril I stare at it for a second and then back at the steering wheel "Yeah yeah , I'm ready for a blunt" I say finally as I move my hand away from hers and casually play with the heat. "Alright let's head back to the hotel" she says and I pull out the parking lot.