All Or Nothing

We're Both Girls

•RONNIES POINT OF VIEW•

I quickly get in my car and drive off ... how could I let this get so far ?! I should've shot him in the head . I thought to myself as I speed up the car . I'm so glad I left , but now I wish I never met with Andy ... I mean she gave me all this bad news I wasn't prepared for !

I finally get back to Cyrus's house I look around for her car but see nothing , she must've left already I thought to myself as I get out the car. I unlock the door to her apartment and run to the bathroom , I instantly start to throw up .

After throwing up for 3 minutes I finally get up and flush the toilet , I head over to the sink and splash cold water on my face , and I begin to brush my teeth . After I get done I head out to the living room and lay down on the sofa. I can't believe what Andy just told me... I can't believe I dragged her and John down into my bullshit.

I sigh and look up at the ceiling wondering where did I go wrong in life. I hear my phone ring through my
Pockets , I pull it out to see it's Willow giving me a call , I look at the time noticing it was 2:31 pm . Shit I say as I swipe over to answer the phone. "Hey- how's it going ?" I say trying to play everything cool.

"Pretty good , I just got done getting dressed like 30 minutes ago I was wondering if you were gonna send the address so I can come and get you... I- I texted your phone but it didn't say you opened it yet" Willow says. "Oh-I'm sorry I just got done meeting up with a friend , I lost track of time... but I we might have to reschedule..." I say feeling guilty.

"Oh - okay , um sure yeah we can reschedule" Willow says sounding a little upset. I genuinely feel bad but I don't know if I'll be able to go out and keep my cool . "Was everything okay?" I hear Willow say. "Yes , I just received some bad news that's all" I say as I close my eyes and rub my forehead .

"Oh.. would you like you talk about it ? You can always vent to me , I don't mind at all" She says in a sweet tone. "Can you just come over?" I blurt out and she immediately answers "Yes I can" I smile to myself "I'm sending you the address now" I say "Okay Ronnie , I Can't wait to see you - bye!" She says as she quickly hangs up on me.

I immediately text her the address , and wait for her to text me back. About 1 minute goes by before she ends up texting me back that she was about to leave out. I felt exhausted so I decided to set an alarm for an hour since it's gonna take her a while to get here.
I am glad that she's coming over , I need someone to help me get my mind of things I thought to myself as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

•WILLOWS POINT OF VIEW•

I got about 32 minutes before I arrive to Ronnie. So I decided to stop and get brietta tacos for the both of us since we wasn't going out to eat anymore . "Hey can I get 12 brietta tacos , 6 steak and 6 chicken with two sauces of the sides" I say as I pull out a $20 bill and a $10 "$28.97 is your total"

I give her the cash and go sit down and wait for the tacos to get done. After waiting for 10 minutes I finally get the tacos and head back to my car and text Ronnie to let her know I was pulling up soon. I wait for her to text me back i before I actually pull off.

As I pull up to the block I start to get a little nervous, it was people standing on the sidewalks and street wearing a orange bandanna. I park up and let Ronnie know that I was here. I see her open up a door all the way across the street . I grab the food and get out the car.

As I walk up I hear Ronnie say "Where you get that fit from?" I look up at her and smile , "It's my friend's brand , you like it?" I ask as I walk in. "Yeah, it looks great , I really like it- oh you can sit down right here" she says pointing towards the couch. "You said this was your friends place right?" I say as I take a seat.

"Yup this is all her , I started to look for a place but uh -I'm not sure if I'll be staying in Chicago for too long" she says as she takes the seat next to me. I turn and face her "Awe why?" I ask as I pass her the container of tacos "It's a long story, I'll tell you another day , what's this it smells really good" Ronnie says .

"Oh I just got us some brietta tacos , you should have 6 steak and 6 chicken" I say as I dig in my container.
"Thank you , hey you wanna watch something?" Ronnie asks me "Yea" I say taking a bite of my tacos , I couldn't wait to eat . "So where's your friend?" I ask as she puts on a movie "Oh she actually just went out of town with her girlfriend she won't be back till sometime next week" Ronnie says .

I finished 3 of my tacos Ronnie ate 4 . "You want a few shots?" She asks me as she gets up to put our food away "Yeah I'll take a few" I say as I watch her look around the kitchen , cabinet to cabinet until she finally find a stash of alcohol. "Brown or clear?" She asks "Brown" I say looking down at my phone at myself through the camera. I usually don't drink heavy liquor, but when I do brown liquor gets me horny and I wanna see what she's hitting for.

She sits back down with two shot glasses and a bottle of Jack Daniel's and I just know my stomach is gonna be hurting in the morning. "Did your gauges hurt?" She asked me as she pours liquor into my glass. "Not at all" I say , as we both clink our glasses together and take the shot back.

"You have a really nice face structure" I say looking her in the eyes. She breaks the glance and looks down at her legs and chuckles "What?" I say sitting back on the couch smiling at her. "Nothing I just didn't expect you to say that.." she says focusing her glance towards the tv. "I'm sorry if I'm to be too forward-" she cuts me off "No it's okay- I just ain't used to someone like you saying stuff like that".

"We're both girls" I say pulling out my phone to see No caller ID calling me , My face scrunches up "Can I use the bathroom?" I say standing up "Yeah yeah follow me" she says as I follow behind her watching her ass move in her sweatpants , I lick my lips "The light is right here" she says turning the bathroom light on , I quickly fix my gaze "Thank you" I say as I walk into the bathroom , "No problem" she says as I shut the door I wait for her walk away before I give The number a call back wondering who it could be.