All Or Nothing

Just A Compliment

                              •CYRUS POV•

"Will you hurry up, you been getting ready for a whole hour" I said looking around at the different food in her fridge "I'm coming" she shouts in a playful tone. I close her refrigerator and rinse off the few grapes I took, I hear footsteps getting closer and I pop a few grapes in my mouth and shut off her kitchen light. I look over at her and stopped chewing. If I didn't have grapes in my mouth it probably would've been hanging open..

I slowly look her up and down.. she looked cool as fuck. She had a blue beanie that had like pins and shit on it, she wore a oversized sweater that was light blue and white with some black ripped jeans and short black Rick Owen shoes. She had her chain on and also a long chain around her pants. I feel like I've never seen her dress like this.. "Whats wrong?" She said looking a little worried "Wh- nothing" I said trying to look away "Look like you seen a damn ghost" she said chuckling and I laughed.

I wanted to ask why she was so dressed up but decided not to "So are you coming with me then?" I asked glancing over my shoulders at her "Yeah I don't got nothing else to do.." Ronnie said. I felt a sense of relief when she said that.. I thought maybe she would be was going somewhere. "So where we off to first?" She asked and I pulled my phone out seeing as I walked to the couch. I had a few texts from different numbers, I put my phone away "No body texted me for anything yet" I said lying "Okay well in the meantime are you hungry? I know yesterday they kinda barged in on our breakfast.. you want a bagel or something?" She asked walking towards her kitchen.

She's always making sure I eat something.. "I'm good.. I had a few grapes and a orange" I said. I started thinking about how she grind against me last night, I started blushing.. she's never done nothing like that. She did all that last night just to fall asleep in me, I smiled to myself. My phone starts to vibrate inside my pocket and I sigh wondering who it may be. "Hello" I said waiting for a response "Cyrus, come take Ciani with you for a few days please.. I need a break!" My granny said and I rolled my eyes.

"Ask Cierra or something" I said as I heard my granny in background telling Ciani to take the phone "Hello?! Cyrus can you come get me granny acting weird" Ciani said and I huffed "What is you doing to that girl Ciani?!" I said in a stern tone "Nothing! She mad because I don't wanna go to church with her" Ciani said and I knew that was probably true but I know that's not the only reason why.. "What else?!" I asked her and I heard her sigh "Can I tell you in person.. just let me stay at your place for a couple days!! Please" she begged, I told her I'd call her back in a few minutes to let her know and hung up the phone.

"Everything good?" Ronnie asked walking out the kitchen with a cup of noodles "Mmhm" I mumbled.. Ronnie was right I don't need Ciani around with all this drama going on the streets don't play fair and I refuse to loose another sibling! I can't even come to say my brothers name.. I miss him so much, I touch my chain feeling myself spacing out. "You hear me?" She asked and I looked up at her, I didn't even realize she sat down besides me. "I said, what happened with Ciani that's your little sister right?" She asked and I shook my head yes "She wants to stay with me for a little but I won't have it.. maybe I can take her to Cierras house" I said going to her contact.

The phone rings a few times before she answers "Hey what's up sis?" She asked and I told her about the situation "So can she stay with you?" I asked, it went silent for a minute "Yeah of course, she can stay in diamonds room, you'd just have to bring her my car is in the shop right now" she said, I told her I'd text her and let her know when I'm on my way. "Are you gonna come with me?" I asked looking at Ronnie who was blowing on her noodles, her lips were so moist looking.. she slowly opens her mouth as she raises the fork in the air, she sticks her tongue out allowing the steamy noodles to slowly touch her tongue.. I felt myself get hot all of a sudden, what is this? Is she trying to seduce me?.. if so it's working.

I forced myself to look away from her, she swallows her food before telling me Yes. "We got a long drive.. we better get of the road soon" I told her. "Alright after I get done eating we can head to your grandmas place.. how far is she?" Ronnie asked, I looked over at her watching as she chewed with her mouth shut, i noticed her dimples were popping out, I love dimples in general so that fact that Ronnie had them was a plus. Wait what am I thinking.. I look away from her. I don't want to like Ronnie like that but I feel like it's becoming something I can no longer control.

Even though I might like her or whatever this is doesn't mean that I'm going to tell her that.. I haven't told anybody I liked them since high school like the 10th grade, plus I'd never be out in the open with Ronnie, she's fine shit but not fine enough to be telling the whole city about, plus she'd make me look soft in the streets and I can't have my reputation in that predicament. Us kissing is fine for now but eventually it must come to an end, I can't afford to get caught up with this dyke I thought as I looked at Ronnie.

She looked over at me and smiled "Want some?" She asked holding her food out to me, I looked down at the noodles and then back at her "No I'm fine" I said looking up at her hat "I like this style on you" I said looking at the small rainbow pin attached to her hat. "Oh, Thank you!" She said sounding a little surprised. I gave her a small smile.. there's nothing wrong with giving her a compliment right? Friends do that. I sat back thinking about what I'm gonna do then I remember I had to call my granny back and tell her I'd be there soon ugh here we go again I thought as I pulled my phone out and called her back Truth be told I wasn't ready to be around her again...

•SORRY EVERYONE IVE BEEN BUSY LATELY•
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