All Or Nothing

Dickhead

                             •RONNIES POV•

I tried to go see Andy again but the man at the front desk told me no visitors are able to see her at this time , apparently they are sending her body back to Atlanta today at 3pm. "Fucking dickhead!" I say as I slam my hand on the counter hard ...he shoots me a look and I walk away quick. I look around the waiting room trying to see if I can find another way back there but it looks like you gotta have a key badge to get in.

This all honestly feels unreal .. I thought as I sat down in one of the chairs I put my head down in my lap as I begin to feel myself cry once again. A few seconds go by and hear a group of people come in. I turn my head seeing a box of tissue I quickly wipe my nose . "Dispatch 7 we you need to at 1608 north Fullerton avenue we got multiple calls about a shooting" *chirp* "Copy that I'm on my way" I look up and my heart falls to my stomach .

"You got that or do you want me to take it?" One out of 3 of the officers asked "Nah you guys go an view the body and get that bitch back to Atlanta.. I heard she's wanted for scamming people now look at her- damn shame"they all laugh and i quickly turn my body so that I'm facing the wall. Who the fuck does this nigga think he is talking about my best friend like that ! I thought to myself as I hear him walk away while the other two cops walk towards me with the guy from the front desk.

I stand up and cover my face as I walk out the door and try to catch up with the cop that was talking shit.
I pull my all black shades out of my hoodie pocket and quickly slip them on , I grab a big stone that was placed all over the hospital property and follow a few feet behind him. I watch as the cop gets stopped by a random old white lady. I quickly turn around and look at the sky, when the old lady points over towards my way "Yes ma'am just go inside and ask for your husbands first and last name and they will be able to assist you with the rest!" He says .

Shit I need to chill the fuck out , I was about to knock his ass out.. like he's not a damn police officer. I walk over towards the entrance of the hospital and drop the stone and sit down on the bench they had out here as the old lady walks by me "Smile honey your young!" She says and I just stare at her as she enters the hospital wondering what she's here for.

I pull my phone out seeing John texted me asking me if I was okay I quickly swipe off the messages and stand up. I began to walk towards the back of the hospital just letting my feet lead the way. I instantly start to think about Cyrus and how tight she held me this morning .. I can honestly say it felt good but I don't understand why she was all up on me. For somebody who doesn't like studs she sure isn't acting like it.

Sometimes I wish I could just read her mind- I wonder what she thinks of me .. I mean does she really fuck with me or is this all just because of Andy passing away... Jesus what am I thinking! Cyrus liking me? I don't think so ! I thought to myself as I chuckled a little. I shake the thought of Cyrus away as I was up near a bench on the sidewalk . I sit down and pull my phone out. Seeing John texted me again asking why was I being weird.

I can't believe this dickhead ! I quickly start typing  and sent him a message not even realizing what I said ! I read over the text .. "Fuck you john , you was supposed to be looking out for Andy ! I don't trust you nor what you contacting me anymore!" I sit up a little and pull my hoodie off , "Shit!"

I quietly yell to myself as I throw my phone hard . It falls and hits the ground and I run over to it and stomp on it while screaming ! "AGHHHHHHHHH FUCKING ASSHOLEEEE" I pull my hoodie off and throw it in the street as I began to walk having no idea where I'm going.

                               •CYRUS POV•

It's been 5 hours since I dropped Ronnie off . I texted her and asked if she was okay and if she needed a ride back but my messages didn't deliver. I called the hospital but they didn't see her they said since earlier. Maybe I'll try giving her another call. I pull my phone out and right before I was gonna click on our messages I get a call from a random number.

I let it ring for a few seconds before answering "Who this?" I said before they even got a word out. "Cyrus? It's Ronnie.. can you come and get me I'm on Washington street" Ronnie says sounding a bit annoyed "damn how you get over there that's like an hour and some change away and who's phone are you calling from?" I ask , as I sit up and throw my legs off the couch "Its a long story.. I'll be out here when you pull up , I gotta give this lady back her phone now" she said as she hangs up the phone .

My mind starts to race as I wonder who she was with and what the hell she was doing all the way over there , I let out a loud deep breath as I begin to put my shoes on and walk into my room to grab a white beater , I already had some Nike sweat pants on so I quickly shut my light off and grab my keys locking the front door behind me. "Cyrus cyrus where are you going?" Jaden said to me as I looked down at his little self .

He was one of the kids on my block that's always in my business. I look down that him and let out a small chuckle "I'm Rey go pick my Friend up" I say as I slowly start to walk towards me car he continues to follow by my side , I pull my keys out and unlock my car "Can I come with you ?" He asked me as I opened my door "No , where's your mom?" I ask looking around for her but she's no where to been seen.

"She went out with her new boyfriend , she say when she come back she get me a toy" he says as he picks up a stick a begins to draw in the dirt. I start to frown , poor kid his mom is a junky who fucks for money ! I can't stand her ass , always leaving him alone by himself.. his older brother went off to college since then I never see his mom anymore .
"Aight come on" I say as I get out the car to open the back door.

He hops in and I shut the door quickly getting back into the car and starting it up. "Put your seatbelt on" I say looking at him through the rear view mirror
"Okay!" He says sounding so happy , I pull off as soon as I hear his seat buckle click. I come to a stop sign and pull out my phone so I can turn my playlist on .

I hear his stomach make a hunger sound and I turn around "You hungry Jaden?" I say feeling bad for him."Yes , just a little.." he says as he looks out the window . "Alright we gonna get something on the way" I say turning on chief keef as I make my way to Ronnie .